Life is awesome

Chill time

2010-12-08T04:28:00.000-08:00

WHOO~~~

What a mid term break, cannot enjoy at all. Study plan fail, quite sad though.

Well last saturday was my test, as well as my big day. But on friday i came back to hostel, just to freaking study, in stress mode, and i am not emo just for ur info. LOL

Seeing the way i answered my questions for the test made me quite worried, then went to help out in the squash tournament. At last I din't do anything because there is no need for that, somehow.

I felt quite disappointed though, when u thought someone really needs u, and u go there just to watch. Perhaps of misunderstanding, or forcing myself to do something i don't want to but did nothing in the end made my mood quite down.

Then its "lunch" time. HEHE

the vampire look XD

I was very surprised, because i thought it will be at night. But thanks for spending the time, although i thought u guys already went back.

Then after that went Hoi Tong@Serdang

Group 1

Take 2

Final pic!!!!!

Thanks for the wishes through msn, fb, sms, etc...

U all should know u guys are part of my life,

even though we are far apart,

But i will always cherish them.

Thanks to my family too.

Pray that i will come home more often ya.

Love u all =)

Going on a vacation tomorrow, with my books, because by the time i am back, there is another paper again. Life sucks i know, but we still have to move on. Stay tuned for next update then.

Good Luck

2010-11-27T23:28:00.000-08:00

One week more, then i can rest for a while.

Many things must be done.

Currently going to be in study mood

Praying that everything is good for me,

Same goes to everyone that are having exams.

about dj club

2010-11-19T07:30:00.000-08:00

How many times i wish to talk about it. Here we go......

room for dj-ians

dj awesome, dj tiger, dj phant

dj choki

Last thursday, Yuna came to mmu, and it was the first time english slot organized this acoustic session. Yuna was good, although i din't expect much.

Leong and victor as emcees.

Interview session

Group photo!!!!!

It was not a bad experience being a dj, worth trying.

Till then, got to hardcore starting from tomorrow.

Wait for more updates. =)

2010-11-14T04:11:00.000-08:00

exhausted

2010-11-12T17:22:00.000-08:00

Hectic week, but happy for it.
More updates soon

Kick start

2010-10-23T04:29:00.000-07:00

1st week of 2nd sem started last week, with more birthday celebrations to come.

Last monday @Manhattan Fish Market @ Leong and Cheng Yang bday.

Mr. I-got-everything-i-need-liao

The white shirt guy said:"WA SI PENANG LANG!!!!!"

More stupid and useless lecturers to come,

Another sem to knock the wall anytime,

Results are satisfying, fortunately,

More fun in my life to enjoy,

Guitar lesson starting next week,

DJ Awesome is going to on-air soon,

Squash marathon for me, exciting and happy,

Still waiting for one day when i get my ideal weight,

With all these,

And friends to be with,

U will never get bored.

Cheers to my semester 2!!!!!!

undefined

2010-10-19T06:44:00.000-07:00

You've probably forgotten by now
when sorrow fell heavily on your shoulders,
but we were holding onto the hands of the stars

With one sigh, everyone resets
It's like a neverending loop everyday
we make detours right and left, which is nice
Just as the wind blows, so did we fly past eachother out the front door
You can't hear me anymore

It was drawn in the night sky
The stars outline our story
Your heart still yearns for that illusion

You've probably forgotten by now
when sorrow fell heavily on your shoulders,
but we were holding onto the hands of the stars

You didn't need a reason that day
You traced the sparkling stars with your finger
It's okay if sleep starts to make you forget
Just as the rain falls, so fall the flowing tears on your lips
But no one notices

It was drawn in the night sky
The stars outline our story
Your heart still yearns for that illusion

You've probably forgotten by now,
when sorrow fell heavily on your shoulders.
but we were holding onto the hands of the stars

Even though the stars don't know your name
you can see their radiance shining, even from here,
The tears stop...You start to dream again...
No one can do it but you

It was drawn in the night sky
The stars outline our story
Your heart still yearns for that illusion

You won't ever forget
My flower has moved on and bloomed
The mark of your pain & tears is beautiful,
because it has made you what you are today

Break

2010-10-04T06:47:00.000-07:00

Holiday started since last friday. But i simply cant find anything to make myself busy, until now.

Well it was something special for someone last friday too.

Allan Bday!!!!!

Super genius in our class. Slept for few hours only everyday, join so many clubs, dota, online 24/7, etc... Just how pro he is. I admire him.

We celebrated his bday at IOI, Seoul Garden.

Group pic 1

Group pic 2

These are the awesome people u can find in mmu. I love them very much.

Till then. :)

random things

2010-09-18T06:59:00.001-07:00

Cheering myself up.

I am glad i think this way too.

There you go.

I ain't sad or relief.

But those were the days,

that I shall never forget.

Experience

2010-09-12T08:42:00.000-07:00

I wasted my weekend, but i do gain something.

I went Melaka on friday. My dad brought me to his friend's Raya function. Its a Malay's house. I kinda enjoyed it. At least i know what they did during Raya. They were very nice to us too.

After that, i went to see my dad's friend, Uncle Kim Leng. There is something special about this guy, and i admired him very much. His body was paralyzed, can't move most of the parts below his chest. It was a sad incident when his back hit on a rock in 1985. Before that he was a very muscular man, enough to compete in those muscular man competition.

At his younger days, He was a top student, and a very brilliant sportsman. U may thought that his life after that incident will make him suffer, but he enjoys his life, till now. He is a tuition teacher, rm 50,000 per month, teaches malay language, have a wife, nothing is ever better than that.

I just can't imagine how strong he is, lying on the bed or wheelchair for 25 years. And he is still alright, smiling.

My dad had a small gathering in his house too. He called some college friends, and surprisingly, their lecturers. To them, their lecturers were very awesome, guided them to do well in many things. The lecturers are also full with knowledge and experience. So many topics to talk about from them and they can never stop unless u say so.

I envy to see the relationship between lecturers and students in those days. Seriously cannot compare to our generation. One thing in common, they never think wawasan 2020 and 1 Malaysia will be a success. I doubt it too.

I learn a lot from them, it was a nice experience.

I haven start studying yet. This is going to be a big headache for me.

Wish me luck then. =)

Just a thought

2010-09-09T07:40:00.001-07:00

Many people is leaving now. Luckily we have skype, msn, facebook, emails, etc to make sure we keep in touch, although we still feel the distance between us.

But still, we are by your side.

Regardless of distance.

Live your life to the max.

Once u are walking that path, try to make it right.

You will never walk alone.

Best of luck guys. =)

Updates

2010-09-04T07:41:00.001-07:00

Well, August was a very interesting month. Sorry for not giving the updates like i promise. But here are the events that are important to me.

To start with Wei Seong's Bday. 9 years of friendship, yeah its awesome. Sadly i cant find a 'gay' partner like him in my uni life. Its sure does feel weird without him sitting beside me for the past two years, but still we are good. =)

Chua's 19th bday.

And the next one is Lik Pin's bday, right after my 5s6 gathering. Being an organizer is quite busy but i love the process, thanks for everyone's help and cooperation. I thought the plan will fail but it ended up flowing according to plan. 19 people showed up and i appreciate that. Perfect 19th. =)

I forgot when i 1st met him, but he is a nice friend to be with. Pro guitarist, Man United fan, weird and funny pictures are normally from him, simply just make everyone around him happy.

Liks,please differentiate real and fake Man United jersey next time. I nearly got a heart attack. Seriously. XD

Surprise!!!!!!

Group photos for liks bday.

And right before liks bday ass 5s6 gathering. Most of the people showed up, and surprisingly the tv was off all the while. No Sing K, no cards, etc.... Everyone was chatting the whole night. Its been a while since we last met. I love those moments. What a wonderful past we had together. Who can ever forget? I can always say "5S6 ROCKS" whenever i want, so happy to be in this family.

Forever 5s6

2 weeks later is my finals. Haven started anything and without knowing anything. lecturers are noobs, except for some. Well cant blame the government now, because its a private university. But mid-term results are far better than i expected, i wonder why.

More updates soon, hopefully.

I shall try harder, maybe it will work.

Pray for me that i will suceed people, and best of luck to everybody. :)

radio mmu a.k.a dj club

2010-08-01T07:07:00.000-07:00

Mid term break is coming to an end in 2 hours. Oh well i did nothing for studies, 2 more papers to go and i am just so relax somehow.

Yup today i am going to introduce radio mmu a.k.a dj club.

It will be like this.

NICE?

Anyway we have 3 types of deejays,

Emcee deejays
field deejays
on -air deejays

During my foundation year, i heard of it, but i forced myself to join Chinese Language Society. I guess i am not comfortable with that club, so in degree year i joined this club. I managed to become on-air deejays.

I forget to mention that we have different slots,

Mandarin slot
English slot
Cantonese slot
Malau slot

This is how our studio looks like,

small but comfortable =)

For each slot we have several shows for every deejays. Its an online radio by the way. Everyone has their own nickname as well. My dj name is DJ AWESOME. Currently i am joining the show "Relationship cruisers" with other senior and junior deejays from 6- 7pm every monday.

The website is http://radiommu.yolasite.com/.

Click "Radio" image on ur left side of page to download the link.
Open the link and u and hear us online!!!!!!!

Hopefully you guys will support us. Feel free to give in comments and ideas. Hope to entertain u soon.

p/s: You can count it as supporting me la. XP

Tired

2010-07-26T08:18:00.000-07:00

I'm back. After 1 month only i update this blog, basically degree life is just pathetic. Lecturers suck and u need to screw every subject on your own. Look at the bright side. I am an on-air dj, for real. hehe.

Nothing to be proud of, i do think that i will improve my performance as dj awesome, hope to get support from u guys soon. Will briefly talk about the dj club next time.

I am having holidays now, 1 week, and u can consider it as study week, FML.

Many things i thought for some time, i can't turn back the time anymore. Nothing can ever change. There is no such damn thing as magic to go back to the past like the dramas that we watch. Distance between us are further, can't blame it because i am in cyberjaya, a place that looks like an island to enough separate myself from the place that i desire to be everytime. Perhaps a small gathering will be enough. That is my biggest hope. :)

I do think that i am lying. Lying to myself that i can do it. Its a damn dream anyway. Ever since that night, nothing was ever good for both of us. A thread that was broken cannot be attached anymore, I knew that all along, but i deny it.

Have you ever? I wish i can ask these things everytime. Guess not.

Its time to walk away.

tough life

2010-06-22T05:21:00.000-07:00

Awesome lecturers are making me crazy. The lecturers will be different for each chapter for each subject.

I may have hot lecturers, but one of them teaches so damn fast.
I have Dr. Indian lecturer which appears to be nothing but shit.
I have weird lecturer, because he speaks to himself quite often.
I have monotone lecturer, with no changes of emotions on her face.
I have useless lecturer that teaches by blindly reading the slides.
I have Dr. rate lecturer which is too old and teaches very slow.
I have a lecturer that is always nervous, but i like his style of teaching.

The only subject that i love is C programming and design. At least i understand what are they saying. This just proves that we only can double our effort and study more. With the huge amount of events and activities coming up, i don't know how long can i hold on. Nothing we can't do but try.

Time is going to fly very dramatically, without me realizing it. Rock my life.

Birthday bombs

2010-06-19T07:44:00.000-07:00

Its was quite dumb for OK BOON not to realize that we were planning on celebrating his birthday and yan ngee's belated. It was a very sweeet surprise after all, although the celebration was simply and plain.

Ok boon a.k.a OKUI or Tortoise, the fake 1st jan 1991 born guy. An incredible friend that never fail to make you want to ignore him due to his lameness. XD

Yan ngee, a guy that have cgpa >3.95, but still have his own style.

The bday boys!!!!

tasty eh? mango on ur face!!!!!

Don't dare to bite the candle out. NOOB

cutting session!!!!

Group photo at pizza hut!!!!!

Trying hard to make myself get used to degree life.

FML.

rewind

2010-06-13T09:21:00.000-07:00

I found something interesting.

Graduation 2008

Want to cry? NAH. olds day indeed.

Currently trying to chill, 1st week of degree life was awesome. Looking forward to some challenges now. Cheers people.

back to life

2010-06-04T08:50:00.000-07:00

Finally willing to write something on this blog. Thousands of apologizes if i made anyone disappointed. Foundation year is over. Results are convincing enough for me to smile and laugh.

Its a one year period, but it means a lot to me. I refused to go to mmu and study in the past, guess i nearly make the wrong step. Meeting new people and new things aren't that bad after all. I tried to make sure i have no regrets and i guess it paid off. Thanks everyone for making this one of the sweetest memories in my life.

Taking a step into degree is a hell different thing. Well dream on babe because we are going through this hell together!!!! Best of luck and dream on. :)

Ironman 2

yin's bday

yumcha?

redbox

Its formal time.

I promised to give more updates. Praying for more readers now. Xp

阿牛来了

2010-04-21T17:50:00.000-07:00

阿牛 came to mmu cyberjaya with 易傑齐 to promote their new movie, 初恋红豆冰。He is as hilarious as usual, tell us so many jokes, i just love the movie sharing session. I haven watch it though, but many people say it is a nice movie, so watch it guys!!!!!!!

Thats all for now. :0

Exam time

2010-03-27T09:36:00.000-07:00

I can be crazy if i study more, like this...

Hopefully i can give more updates to this blog, see ya.

Long wait

2010-03-01T07:46:00.000-08:00

Officially back to blogging mood, somehow. The mojo is missing these days. Chinese new year was entertaining, because i won many cash. 1st time playing with aunties and uncles was not easy yo.

Just regret the part where i cant go to mei wei's farewell, parties and yumcha sessions. I truly apologize to everyone. Guess i need much effort to keep ourselves update, because i feel damn left out loh, sad me.

For last month, i learned 24 season drum, because my friends don't have enough people, so i just helped out. After learning for 1 week, i was able to perform, u can say that i am a freaking genius.xp

Till now, we made 5 performances, we got quite satisfying feedback. Thanks to dennis that taught me how to play.

Performance for I-Nite.

Performance for CCIP.

I think thats all currently, wait for more updates soon. Adios. :)

Long gone

2010-01-25T08:15:00.000-08:00

25/01/2009, a day that i will never forget. First ever loss in my life, an important one. Its 1 year already. Hope you are doing fine. We will miss you forever, be a guardian for us ok? :)

Many tragedies happened recently, including the Penang incident. Some of the victims were my friend's juniors. From what i heard, those teens were good guys, but why take them away?

We can't decide when we will die, although we can try until we die at old age, if possible.

I read many blogs, news about people having sudden death due to unavoidable accident, illness, car accident, etc... May you people rest in peace.

I think i am lucky to be able to live until now. Please do feel happy that you are still living, and not blaming that you are having a bad life, cannot earn money, etc... Those things may help you a lot, but it wont give you the actual thing that you wanted, bear that in mind.

As for me, i am trying to live on without regrets. Failing so many times hurt a lot though, but it is a process to be a better person to identify your true-self, eventually it will lead you to a better life, believe it, and cherish everything you have.

personality test

2010-01-13T04:55:00.000-08:00

Your view on yourself:

You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:

You are a true romantic. When you are in love, you will do anything and everything to keep your love true.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:

You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.

The seriousness of your love:

You like to flirt and behave seductively. The opposite sex finds this very attractive, and that's why you'll always have admirers hanging off your arms. But how serious are you about choosing someone to be in a relationship with?

Your views on education

You may not like to study but you have many practical ideas. You listen to your own instincts and tend to follow your heart, so you will probably end up with an unusual job.

The right job for you:

You have plenty of dream jobs but have little chance of doing any of them if you don't focus on something in particular. You need to choose something and go for it to be happy and achieve success.

How do you view success:

You are confident that you will be successful in your chosen career and nothing will stop you from trying.

What are you most afraid of:

You are concerned about your image and the way others see you. This means that you try very hard to be accepted by other people. It's time for you to believe in who you are, not what you wear.

Who is your true self:

You are full of energy and confidence. You are unpredictable, with moods changing as quickly as an ocean. You might occasionally be calm and still, but never for long.

is it true?

sweet memories

2009-12-29T06:13:00.000-08:00

After spm

prom 2008

sweet pangkor trip

nice sunrise

lovely saisaki

5s6 cny party

crunchy waffle

WE LOVE LEE HOM XD

another gathering with s6-ians

awesome port dickon trip

fun friends from mmu

2B4 Gathering

awesome night

6I Gathering

2 days to go,

its a brand new year.

Sweet memories,

shall never be forgotten,

because all these things had left a mark in my heart.

Thanks for these memorias,

I LOVE YOU ALL. :)

Im happy happy

2009-12-19T08:50:00.000-08:00

Random things will happen nowadays. I just can't make full use of my time.

Last minute celebration of LAME Li Hau bday in IOI mall, Seoul Garden was nice and reasonable lah. Then friday gathering was awesome. Half of them turned up, consider as good result. Hang out in Tasty Pot from 6.30pm until 10.30pm, then went Tanjung until 12am. Everyone wanted to fetch at least one person home, desperately. Oh yes Kelvin next time ask someone to fetch u, LOL. Friday went Zhen Yong house celebrate his bday, I was late though, missing most of the fun, but i damn happy, 1st time went Old Town sudah boleh cari rumahnya. XD

I don't have my primary school memories, it was dull, or maybe i forget them all. But when i met them, i think i did had fun when i was a small kid. Seeing the old old faces do make me want to go back study as a kid. Everyone had grown up, most of girls are prettier, i had to admit. I guess i am lucky to meet this bunch of people. :)

Well, 1 month left. Got to work harder, play harder, sleep harder, etc...

By the way, i think i have a crush, but i think its a lust. LOLOLOLOLOL

Im happy

2009-12-12T04:28:00.000-08:00

Heys peeps. Its been a long time.

I am having fun recently. My bday weren't as grant as always, but wishes are good enough for me, thanks everyone. :)

Port Dickson was fun, Paintball and Go -Kart were the best part. The '' I SWEAR THE BREAK IS SPOILED'' part sure was damn stupid yet hilarious . Thanks to that bitch. Its a good trip to hang out with a bunch of happening people. I guess i am lucky to have u guys. Love u all.

Best picture of all

Yesterday went to visit yee sook. Thanks every s6 peeps that gave their full support and tried their best to come. We all did it well. Hopefully wishes from u guys will be heard by him. I am glad u guys came. After all we are s6. XD

I had an awesome night with the few friends, now i only know that entrance for sunway lagoon at night is free currently, but u still need to pay for the rides. Hx was weird all night,she was too eager to take photos. Seeing old faces like Alif was nice too. He grew fatter each day, and he brought a girl yesterday, HOHOHO!!!!

Next thursday is my 6I gathering. One photo that consists of 417 comments? Sure can see that everyone already change on that day. Just can't wait.

Now i do feel happy that i made the right choice after all. With u guys beside me, i feel like living at home anywhere. Perhaps the best present for me this year???

Love u people. :)

its near

2009-11-28T22:48:00.000-08:00

Chemistry

Physics

Calculus

Oh man i hate this three.

Live without laptop

2009-11-02T12:05:00.000-08:00

My router burnt,

Although i off the freaking switch already.

WTF MAN.

Many people holidays starting soon, but i must continue to study in november and december. Yet you still can call me out lah, i dont mind.

wait for next updates then. byez

Play and serious

2009-10-21T07:46:00.000-07:00

Uni life is very hectic sometimes, thats why we need to chill. Random request by my kawan that suggested that they want to go sunway pyramid. We clicked just recently, after knowing them for 1 month i think. They are more happening people, can be crazy if they want too. But they are study maniac too. So its balance.

Last friday, after class we went sp. Yeah most of them played bowling for the 1st time, so they kinda love the game. Met cheese there with his friends, unexpectedly. Then we watch 'BLUE'. IT WAS A HINDU MOVIE!!!!! I guess they were too happy at that time until they din't realized the men on poster were exactly indons!!!! But we had the guts to went in and watched with other indians in the cinema, awesome.

I had to leave them early because going to brian house. Its was brian early birthday celebration. BBQ was nice actually, when u bbq it urself. We went Ting's home at 1am. Watched the movie till 5am. Its was a nice chit chat over there too. I had to leave early again, because it was grandpa's 80th birthday.

Yeah my result sucks, 3.4. I need a freaking 3.75 for my CGPA. That means i must get 3.9 or 4 next time!!!!! I want to kill myself. Can i don't fail for this time? Oh god please help me.

Its seems that i fail, but i will try my best this time, no matter what is the final result. GO 3.9!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i hate being emo

2009-10-12T08:23:00.000-07:00

Its has been a long time, i forgot how to become sad.

Last time i get emo easily,

I thought it was the best way to make myself feel better,

but its opposite.

Those sad events,

can never be forgotten.

its worse when i think about him.

The promise he said,

he can never fullfill.

Yeah i thinking of him all the while,

i am glad i met him. :)

I can never forget her too.

All these while,

i can only blame myself.

Its a deep cut in me,

but its a deeper one for her i assume.

Anyway, i am doing what i could do now.

Its useless to be emo.

Be strong,

thats what i am going to do.

p/s: this is what the fuck happens after i watched dramas or series that have sad endings. Screw it.

Resume

2009-10-11T08:44:00.000-07:00

One week of holidays going to end. This is the 1st time that i don't have any regrets. Finally everything goes as i want to. I feel happy about it though.

Well, while everyone is at their hometown, I just did the same things as others probably. OK LAH MAYBE NOT THE ANIME PART. Erm 200++ episodes in one week? Consider less already i assume, hehe. Sadly lah none of them have happy ending, damn dulan.

Everyone sure wish to find their old friends, me too. But it is not the right time now. SAM people having finals soon, so din't want to disturb them, good luck to you guys. :)

I was told that i fail my grade 8, 5 marks needed to pass. Oh well, can't say that i am unluckily, maybe not giving much effort. Its is true that i always very lazy to practice, even though i like music so much. That kind of personality wont help much when it comes to real test. I get use to it already, so why not giving it a try again?

On tuesday, i went kl with 2 gays. Ended up doing nothing in low yat, although they wanted to fix their phones and laptops. Li Hau is very L.A.M.E. but experienced guy when it comes to travelling around. The sound system is too awesome in Pavillion, and the movie '吓到笑' was quite scary, thanks to the '阿妈'.

Friday, i went mv with fifi, watched 'surrogates', bruce willis still not bad actually. Then we tried to find jj in Kajang. Guess what? 3 hours from mv to kajang. I forgot how to go Kajang, ended up in Dengkil, asking guide from police. Finally found jj, sure miss the old times. The satay in Kajang is still the best, i am loving it.

Thats all. For those loves that i haven meet during this holidays, i am sorry. But we will meet someday k? Yeah i miss u all.

Future of mine surely uncertain, and harsh. Trying harder then ever, to make myself pass through the great walls that i always fail to pass. :D

p/s: no photos posted for a long time, so sorry :)

NO LIFE

2009-10-05T08:01:00.000-07:00

Erm my sem break started yesterday. One week sounds bad, but seriously its enough actually. Watching anime everyday and playing shooting games alone, DAMN NO LIFE.

Well well exams over, thats good to hear, although i screwed up my pre-calculus. I had much more confident for physics, because i studied too many times until i don't have time to do exercise for pre-calculus. I wish i can have Mr Lean teaching me again, LOL.

2nd sem coming up, university is surely different from high school. Now more lectures and tutorials, so the timetable is worse then i thought. I cant change those lessons into one day, not like FCM people. Time table sure clash if i do so.

Those lecturers also change, all of them. Therefore i have to say 'thanks' to Mr. Aizuddin, he tried his best to teach us, but all the while i study on my own only i can understand, wtf. Thanks to madam juliza, i miss many lectures due to stupid events, and i always sleep in class, but i know she can teach. :) TQ Madam Vemala, i can be more humanoid, human development is 'fun', and i prefer her charming instead of dulan face, haha. Thanks to miss siti, for giving me another chance, so that my 15 marks won't fly away. Nothing to thank miss sherry, she din't teach us anything in the physics lab at all.

6 days left, everyone just started their sem, so i am alone people, everybody from mmu went home. Jess and others are busy preparing their finals. Yeah i miss u all. Studying separately surely make us hard to communicate these days, but its ok for me. I still love u all. Oh evelyn where are u?????

Any plans to go out, or chill, call me. I'M FREE. XD

personality test

2009-09-27T03:56:00.000-07:00

I tried a quiz. This is what i get.

Your view on yourself:

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:

You like serious, smart and determined people. You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:

You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.

The seriousness of your love:

Your views on education

You may not like to study but you have many practical ideas. You listen to your own instincts and tend to follow your heart, so you will probably end up with an unusual job.

The right job for you:

You have many goals and want to achieve as much as you can. The jobs you enjoy are those that let you burn off your considerable excess energy.

How do you view success:

You are confident that you will be successful in your chosen career and nothing will stop you from trying.

What are you most afraid of:

You are concerned about your image and the way others see you. This means that you try very hard to be accepted by other people. It's time for you to believe in who you are, not what you wear.

Who is your true self:

You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.

Is this true anyway?

OMG. final exams tomorrow.

Good luck to everyone in mmu.

I am crazy now. XD

Love u

2009-09-26T06:44:00.000-07:00

Oh finals,

I wish i can really love you,

but we are always enemies forever.

Now you are so close to me,

I feel like killing myself,

All hail final exams!!!!!!

Lets face the fact FOE FOSEE people, those notes are useless. All we need is to make notes on our own. Thanks to Mr. Aizuddin, I am having a big trouble for physics.

I am seriously lacking of time, but I still damn relax. The stress during spm sure are less now, but still, it is important for me.

Pray for me, love u guys. :)

My life

2009-09-19T09:04:00.000-07:00

Lacking of idea to pose up something, simply because i don't have a very happening life. I have to admit somehow, as i am becoming nerd day by day, thanks to those that always act noob. FOE truly having people with good brains compare to other faculties, but it doesnt mean that others are noob. They are actually better in others things.

The best example is the FCM. Their drawings are always too creative, and only themselves understand what the hell they are drawing, i know its nice but i will never get their ideas, well done. FIT is also good in those computer things obviously, they are having a more relaxing life, and they will sure play till 4am, rock on. As for FOM, i dont really know what they are learning, but i know there are many hotties there, wearing formal dress code frequently. Thats why you can see me appear in CR007 when it comes to lunch. Nah just kidding.

I have no friends, as what kiat boon said. LMAO. Normally swimming will be an option for me to relax, but too many pros, thats why i prefer squash. I was selected as vice secretory unexpectedly, and as a coach, LOL. I dint put much effort to attend the trainings, so i want to apologize to the seniors. Normally i wont teach girls, but guys, because its not easy to teach them actually.

It is really very hard for me to know more people, because i left the campus the earliest everyday. Just lately i only manage to spent my time to chat and know more people, going out at midnight sure is fun, when u have the chance to hang out with some sakais, unlike those that sleep exactly at 12am.

As expected i still dont have the feel to be a part of the cls commitee, i still need some time though. They already give me some bad impression from the very beginning. No matter what i will still try to adapt well. I always seek advises from jing shi, because she knows more things than me, thanks. I will see your masterpiece soon, 3rd floor aight.

Well exams starts after raya week, still blaming myself for not being able to be more focus, i guess pressure is still not enough. Can't wait to meet my loves. We must hang out fast fast, when theres time, i will be waiting. :)

Still moving forward, no matter what.

Define

2009-09-09T07:33:00.000-07:00

Define life.

Dull,

Aimless,

Miserable,

Nonsense,

Stressfull,

Tired,

Random,

Epic,

Suck,

Sien.

Give me kit kat please.

Life aint easy,

this year is really hard for me,

but u just got to move on,

and i am trying to do it now.

Pray for me. :)

NO WAY

2009-09-05T08:05:00.000-07:00

I cant imagine being like them.

Because its way to gross.

Wtf is that thing better than prostitute?

Addicted to anime lately.

I should stop it for a while,

Finals coming soon,

a bit nervous already.

MC DONALD

2009-08-29T06:17:00.000-07:00

Don't be too friendly with him

or else
.

Oh really?

Its just a joke. XD

I ate the same thing for lunch and dinner.

Isit bad for me?

I hope not,

Except for the gaining weight part. XP

FFK-ED

2009-08-27T10:03:00.000-07:00

I made the right choice, i think.
I do have several reasons to do so.
Imagine yourself,
if things are almost the same,
is there any freshness?

EXACTLY.
Its just the same old thing.
Just look at the bright side,
i save my petrol.
XD

In the hostel now,
I am craving for drinks. LOL.
and its 1am.
Nites :)

P/S: Its not a way to show how committed u are and its not how u all do that bonding. I dont like it.

Im Back

2009-08-26T07:29:00.000-07:00

Its been a long time. But... I'M BACK!!!!!!!

Honestly speaking i'm not sure whether is there anyone that still continue reading my blog, but i will just continue blogging. Sorry to keep you people waiting. :D

Anyway i din't update recently because i have many things to finish for this month. I moved to a new home,its surely a good news for me, finally i can have the air-cond in my house, LOL. Then i went for my grade 8 piano test.Luckily not much problems occured, hopefully i will pass lah. After that i had my tests for Human Development, stupid subject indeed. I studied like shit and get a 22/30, OMG MY CGPA AR.....

My mid term break was so boring, because i did nothing productive, so 1 week wasted.

Now final exams coming soon, in 30++ days. With 14 chapters for pre-calculus, 6 chaps for physics, etc... Whoo, time to be serious again.

I will still play at the same time, don't worry.

Till next time, adios. :)

blog dead

2009-08-03T02:04:00.000-07:00

Sorry. Its dead.

Just wait. I'll be back. :)

die die

2009-07-26T07:29:00.000-07:00

WHOO. PHYSICS IS NEAR.
YET I'VE DONE NOTHING.
AWESOME.

WS KENA CONNED YESTERDAY.
MAN U BALL WAS AWESOME.
BUT THE CUT CAKE PART IS A NOT,
BECAUSE I'M NOT THERE. :(

SERIOUSLY DIE THIS TIME.
BYE BYE 20%. :(

WAIT

2009-07-23T19:58:00.000-07:00

Many things happened. I just dont have time to talk. I swear i will talk about class party, although its damn long time ago already.

I was so dulan when i heard class cancel today. They rely on technology too much. Rock for me, wasting my petrol and toll money for nothing. I want to have internet line arghhhh. The England uncle went to homeland until i dont know when only come back. I cannot steal line. Sadeeeee.

Now i realised i rarely upload pictures, but pls wait, SABAR KAWAN.

English presentation was awesome, eventually my group became best group. LOLOLOLOL. I tried my best to speak fluently without preparing any script, but it turn out not so well. But I got EYE CONTACT AND INTERACTION LEH. XD

Thanks to I WANA SEEK MORE ATTENTION Lincoln, THE SOLO MAN Solomon, THE FUTURE POILITICIAN Yan Ngee. We do make a great team.

Pre Calculus tomorrow. Lots of assignments and homeworks need to be done. Physics next week. Good luck to me.

Rest

2009-07-19T07:19:00.000-07:00

BUSY. BUSY. BUSY.
Thats wat i can say.
Thanks to u people,
my plan is ruined.

I'm gonna blame u guys if i phailed this time. :(

party

2009-07-14T06:38:00.000-07:00

PARTY WAS AWESOME.

But I will talk about it next time.
Tests and presentation soon.
Stress already.

It is a good test for my brain.
Hopefully i can remember about the party and tell you guys. Hehe.

Signing off~~~~

PLS BE READY

2009-07-09T17:36:00.000-07:00

My babe's doors was rosak yesterday, the extra problem from that accident. Oh i hope it can be fix by today.

LORD PLS HELP ME.

grateful

2009-07-08T06:07:00.000-07:00

1 month in mmu gone, so fast, yet slow. There are many accidents along the road lately, and i am happy that i am not involved. But i always do have own made accident, now its 10% damage until i cant close the door well, stupid me. I cherish my life more often ever since i knew my backache problem.

I always listen to the radio for the past 1 month, more news and songs about MJ. Yeah he do have some great songs that i like, and its a pity that hes gone at 50 years old. This morning was the last time the fans paid the last tribute. Its was replayed in most of the radio stations today.

As i was listening, it was time for Mariah Carey to perform. She sang 'I'll be there'. OH DAMN IT I'M DRIVING MAN. Why cant they choose other songs at that time? Yeah i'm thinkin about you again. 5 months bro, i bet that u are with MJ now, learning new moves, maybe moon walk or bending 45 degrees, hope you have fun there. :)

Histories cannot be erased or changed, just memories with no regrets.

My dad told me one story. He said before i was born, my mom have some problems, and she need to undergo surgery. But somehow it may affect me, or maybe i will not be born. But luckily everything was successsfull. I was born unharmed.

Then i cried cried all the time, because something is wrong with my body, and its pain. I need to undergo my 1st surgery, just few months old. They were afraid, that this risk was too high for me. Yet i'm ok again after the surgery.

They took good care of me, until now still the same. Thanks to them, I live for 17 years.

Living, is the best thing in my life. Thank you.

DEAD

2009-07-05T07:12:00.000-07:00

Blog might be dead, simply because I have no life, or I did not make full use of it.
I feel guilty.
PLS SAVE ME.

Break

2009-06-30T01:44:00.000-07:00

Give me a break.

May fall sick for the 2nd time.

More fun awaits me,

same to assignments, tutorials and mid term test.

Less then 1 month man,

i'm toasted?

AM I RIGHT?

2009-06-28T06:24:00.000-07:00

I tell myself that I need to succeed everytime, but i fail almost everytime. Just like yesterday and today. I just hate myself now.

I miss the things that i wanted to do, i miss the chance to meet to people i love the most. I just wondered whether i made the right choice or not?

I am freaking myself out now.

Bad timing

2009-06-28T00:27:00.000-07:00

Damn lazy to update this blog.
Just dont know what to blog.

Too many events last week until i duno which one to choose. I ffk the sunway gang on friday, i ffk my uni friends on tuesday and thursday. What to do? I aint busy man, but I'm rushing on the assignments and tutorials. 1 assignment and 1 tutorial each week, and for one subject only. Just cant believe u guys so relaxing.

I feel relieved that i am not the only mmu guy that went ac before. I saw steve, Su yi, Thinesh and almost the whole oc members in ac. I dint say hi because i dont think they know me, except for Su yi.

Watching transformers tommorow till midnight. I nearly sick when i stayed in cyberjaya till midnight. Just hope it wont happen again. Tuesday is orientation night, got to attend again, will be tired soon.

For this week, i got to choose again, camp or futsal? Arghhhhhhh. Luckily class gathering is not on this week. 死都去, thats what i will do. Hehe.

s6 ppl, miss u all. Cant wait.
Group 10 ppl and seniors, i feel left out when i dont join u guys during the fun activities lah. Sadee.

THUSDAY ROX

2009-06-22T06:57:00.000-07:00

TUESDAY 1 HOUR CLASS. THURSDAY 9AM-1PM,THEN 2PM-5PM.

I'M DEAD

Happy dad's day

2009-06-21T07:46:00.000-07:00

Hi my superman.

U are in Laos now.

U went so far just to earn more,

although its so dangerous to go now.

Every golf time u sacrificed for us.

Every love u gave us,

Everything u gave us.

Thank you.

I love you.

I will try

2009-06-21T07:08:00.000-07:00

Its only the 1st week of uni life, but I got a little bit stress already.

Normally i will leave home at 7am, reach home at 10pm. My uni friends asked me to yumcha after class, normally 8.30pm, everyday. I feel bad to say no, they were so lonely, so i spent 2 or 3 days with them per week. They introduced seniors to me. I need to know more people at this moment, and I need more bonding with my friends, so I had to do so. My house is like a place for me to sleep for now, spending less time with my parents, I feel so bad.

Everytime i say i am going to stay back till 10pm, they are so reluctant, but they knew it was important for me. So they let me stay there. Its so hard to be on both sides, although its onli 30 mins distance.

I was told to celebrate ting's bday on friday. And my mom planned to continue packing for the new home. We only have sat and sun to do so, and spent more time together. Yesterday morning i told her about the bday. She hesitated, but she still let me go, she rarely gives me freedom when i was in secondary school. But I saw her look, I just cant take it, so I swear I will be home before dinner.

Suddenly I received a sms, "yumcha tonight." Shit. I need to make a hard decision again. I wanted to yumcha with them deadly, but parents was my 1st choice for that time.

I know I am ffker most of the time, but i will try to make it, please understand my situation.

The end

2009-06-21T06:58:00.000-07:00

It wasn't supposed to end like this,
But its the result right from the start.
After 7 months,
I went to confirm.
Yeah thats it,
I aint happy or sad,
Let bygones be bygones.
I've grown stronger,
or maybe more mature.
For the last time,
thanks.
We will meet again someday,
because we are friends forever. :)

脚本

你愛得好有趣就像一個編劇

你的一舉一動都譜寫著未來

世界也太乏味更需要編的很美

像第一次見面的場景

從來不曾懷疑牽你渡過了瓶頸

多希望創造一個美好的結局

用最真的感覺慢慢一頁一頁寫

我只期待你陪我演完

我們的腳本要寫的好認真

我已經看過太多的悲劇

能給一點點笑就算是笑中帶淚

我也無所謂無所謂...

你愛得好有趣就像一個編劇

你的一顰一言都譜寫著未來

思念也太乏味更需要編的很美

像第一次分手的場景

我們的腳本要寫的好認真

我已經看過太多的悲劇

能給一點點笑就算是笑中帶淚

我也無所謂無所謂...

我們的腳本要寫的好認真

我已經看過太多的悲劇

能給一點點笑就算是笑中帶淚

我也無所謂

看完這個腳本陷得好深好深

要我如何演好愛你的人

故事裡男主角劇終時淚中帶笑

而他知道這最好

好梦

2009-06-19T06:28:00.000-07:00

MMU开课的前一晚,

我做了个好梦.

我参加了5s6 gathering，

唯一不同的是，

cheese, sc，

甚至连evelyn都回来了。

每个人都有在，

他也有在。

每个人都玩的很开心，

互相的拥抱，

度过了最好的一刻。

挺想念你们。

PRO

2009-06-16T05:55:00.000-07:00

Ijan,

U aint this group.

This proves how pro u are,

being a free loader in every picture,

that u should not be in.

LOL

along the road

2009-06-15T03:37:00.000-07:00

I woke up at 7am, but back home at 10pm. Still not used to it though. I cannot find Alamanda in Putrajaya yet, wasted my 1 hour putrajaya trip. LMAO.

Currently trying to adapt this life. :)

Class starts

2009-06-14T06:25:00.000-07:00

Class starts tomorrow at 10am, but i need to go there at 8am to go to finance division and ask why the hell they barred my account. GOD DAMN IT. I am the only one that have this problem, and i dont like the server at all, everytime server down, just MMU leh, not DOTA BLUESERVER LEH. LMAO.

Now i lazy to talk about the orientation week already. One word= AWESOME. I should join OC next time.

Permata dunia

Kami perintis generasi multimedia

teguh mendukung harapan agung negara

menyahut seruan

wawasan negara

unggul di mata dunia

langkah seiring mengejar di hari muka

kan terus maju bersama menuju jaya

ketulusan jiwa semangat berusaha

unggul di mata dunia

kepuncak menara dituju

keunggulan cita yang luhur

melangkah kita bersama bersatu

bersinar permata negara

dikagumi serata dunia

selamanya kan gemilang

di persada dunia multimedia

I used to hate practising this song for more than 20 times in a few days, but we love this song now. What happened in MPH for the orientaion week, is the most important event that i shall not forget in my life, thanks.

sleep now~~~~~

mmu?

2009-06-12T09:00:00.000-07:00

currently tired. Shall tell u guys bout my orientation week next time. See the pictures 1st lah peeps. :)

Orientation week in mmu

2009-06-12T08:08:00.000-07:00

Group 10 with our oc Su Yi!!!

Group 10 with our oc Erol.

Posing time

Kai Ling is hot??? LMAO

Sin Yee looks like Mei Wei lah.

I LOVE TIS PIC

freshies couple with ocs? NO WAY.

Draggy, pianist pro

We are 1 NATION!!!!

Best MC ever Steve aka Mutu

Yengest mobile Oc Muhammad Kamarul bin Ehsan aka Erol. he wan me rmb his full name. LMAO

Charming oc Su yi.

MMU GOT TALENT night. We get 1st!!!!

The pathway i chosed. I just hope i'm right. Gud luck my self.

Last day

2009-06-06T07:12:00.000-07:00

Tomorrow is my last day of freedom, can say so lah. Back to old days, full with stress and boringness. I'm glad i can finally finally study again, but suddenly felt sad, dont know why.

6 months is damn fast for me. I did nothing, except earning. Then i realized that i've been craping lately when i blogging. I fatter 10kg, if nothings wrong with jess weighing machine, lmao.

2moro will start a new life, meet new people. I cannot hang out late at night like i used to. I cannot when out randomly, i hate it when parents treat me like that. Soon i will quarrel again, i swear, with this kind of situation i cant no longer negotiate, am i still a small kid?

Mix emotions in my mind now. signing off.

GAY

2009-06-04T09:29:00.000-07:00

I'm stoning now, in kh home. Random time=10pm. 3 days people, then i'm gonna be dead. 1 week in hostel, boring.

Been going out til very late for this week. Morning packing, noon sleep. Night yamcha. My last week already, relax a bit lah. About my babe, quite sakit already, but its my fault at the 1st place, cant blame anyone. I'm putting it to a good use, dont worry.

1st time shisha yesterday, cant feel the apple taste loh. We sent 6 sms that contain the phrase 'fuck you' to kh. His mom was flaming him while we sent the sms, kesian.

Let me continue gayin and stoning in his house now lah. ciaos~

my sis

2009-06-02T07:49:00.000-07:00

Shes my 'sis'.

In 5s6 class shes our DGJ.

Shes got a very nice dulan face.

Sometimes only lah. Heh.

Thx for everything.

Without u, we dont have 5s6.

Without u, i wont be attending Lee Hom's concert.

I'm stil working hard on the song that u want.

Be patience. U wil hear it.

Happy Birthday to Jess!!!!

brand new?

2009-05-30T08:14:00.000-07:00

Brand new?

Its already end of May, so fast. After 6 months, what i've done? Not much. Just try to make my brain focus on working. Anyway tomorrow is my last day working. Kinda sad because i cant earn more money, thus leaving my friends working alone.

Finally, my babe is here. Thx dad. There's nothing more than i can say. I moving before august, but stil same area. LMAO. But i got bigger room for myself, everything is better. I'm thinking whether should i buy DSLR or normal camera. I surely need a laptop soon. Suggestion for the brand anyone?

i just love surprises. Stunning face makes me wanna laugh like hell. Is too early i know. But i knew it at 2pm, random right? Random people+random venue+random activities+random surprises= AWESOME. Anyway enjoy ur trip hun. :)

I know. Brand new life. Brand new people. I just hope everything to be brand new, but not all

Life

2009-05-25T07:58:00.000-07:00

Its already 4 months. Aiks. How are you?

T3H rockers, I just wish that we can all meet up one day, without anyone absence.

This proves that I got less friends, sadee. :D

New

2009-05-24T08:06:00.000-07:00

Newie
I know u guys wonder why I change my blogskin frequently. It depends on my mood. Hope u guys like it. If I haven put ur name under the links please tell me. I took 3 damn hours to finish it, because I accidently closed the web page when I was going to finish it. Damn it. If u cant go to the web page through the links please tell me too. TQ very much.

Farewell
On Friday, was fiona's last 3 days in Selangor. I woke up as usual, 7am. Since Tuesday I woke up at the same time, and slept at 1am.I know is usual for u guys, but normally i wake up at 12pm, hehe.

I went cut hair, but its weird, new hair style? I prepared myself and walked to pyramid at 2pm. Passed by a DAMN BIG MASJID WITH A DAMN LOUDSPEAKER in USJ 9. I hate islam people sometimes lah. They used the loudspeaker and said: "Kita patuh kepada Allah, oleh itu kita tidak kena penyakit yang disebabkan oleh babi. Menurut kepada saintist, penyakit H1N1 berasal daripada babi.'' What the hell man, like that also can? Babi babi, keep saying that word, so insulting.

I reached sp at 2.30pm, supposed to meet up with fifi at 3pm. As usual lah Malaysian culture, so I stoned in BAH. At 4pm, we went to cinema and buys tickets loh. I called wc at4.10pm. He rushed all the way from pj. Luckily he made it. I forgot to call chye. So he stoned in Taylors. Sadee. Night at the museum 2 was nice.

Around 7pm, went jess home. Chilled all the way. Thats what we always do lah. Went to Putrajaya. All playing around with the cars, gila sial. Just like Fast and Furious, seriously. Me and Aki laughed all the way. They camwhore while driving, rock on.

Lazy to elaborate more already. Nitez people.

Lovely

2009-05-20T05:05:00.000-07:00

Luckily u guys spend time with me as usual. 恒&欣 are perfect. I am happy to see them like that, at least he is not emo anymore. What a lovely couple. :D

Without ws, jess and thamz to teman me when i am boring, luckily they are here, so coincidence. I am truly grateful that i wont be working in june. With the additional 蕃与薯 working next month, 2 couples in one shop? I can't be light bulb anymore man. I prefer stoning. XD

Even andrew soo also got gf. Now i know why he want us go Redang so badly. Naughty boy heh.

My blog will be dead from tomorow onwards. Only a few days lah.

Ciaos~

GO ON

2009-05-19T03:58:00.000-07:00

I still left 2 weeks in pyramid. That's for sure. I prefer stoning in BAH than standing in Waffle World. I also prefer high paid from BAH than stupid+delayed paid from WW. And yet i haven get them yet. But i prefer the fun in WW though. I also prefer to work under good boss better than the hopeless ones. I prefer to work in a normal environment better than a LALA LAND.

Its 5 months. I just cant believe I can hold it so long. 2 months in WW and 3 months in BAH. At least I learn something, and EARN BIG, heh. I have more time to think a lot of things. I am clearer now. No offense, Working is the easy way to forget things that u don't want to remember. But it useless for me.

I nearly forget about squash. If jj and xz dint find me today, I think i really will stop it soon. BUT U TWO PONTENG SCHOOL!!! WTH?

I dont have any aim or determination to continue after last year's MSSS. Its a shame that i lost tamely to Tony Moey in last year's final. My worst experience ever. I thought it was a mistake to pick up squash at the 1st place, having several difficulties in chs last time. I think i phailed. Bad memories always make me feel bad. Thats why i thought of quiting.

But seeing you guys today, i realised squash is already a part of me. Maybe i'm suck than usual now, but they reminded me that i should carry on. It reminded me when i, ws and malat went training crazily last year nov and dec, having 3-4 trainings per week, just to make sure we can play well in MSSS. I also remembered when i played with xz, yy, jj, wg and more. Its was surely fun. I have a lot of regrets before, this is one of them.

Now, i am clear that i should play on. I know Inti and Help are quite strong, taylors BOO. Gambateh lah those squashers in Taylors, heh. If theres a competition, I hope i can join again. Thats my aim for squash.

But for now, i need to do something with my mushroom hair, I look OLD already, and fat. Let me fix it ok?

Miss my squash ballers currently.

MUSICMAN

2009-05-17T08:06:00.000-07:00

Happy bday Lee Hom!!!

Best of luck.

When u guys update blog?

cant blame u guys,

I'M TOO FREE. XD

this friday then.

Can't wait.

2008

2009-05-16T06:24:00.000-07:00

how can i forget 2008?

relax?

2009-05-13T08:22:00.000-07:00

Working Day
8am: Wake up
10am-1opm: busy working
11pm: online
12pm: sleep

Off Day
8am: Wake up
9am: sleep
1pm: lunch
2pm: sleep
5pm: piano lesson
7pm: dinner
8pm-12pm: online/tv
12pm: sleep

Sad aint?
I SLEEPING PAWNZZOR!!!!
heh

Life

2009-05-12T08:42:00.000-07:00

I don't have blogging mojo, nothing to talk about. But I know its very hot recently. DAMN HOT. Rain Rain Rain, when i want you, you never be there.

I'll leave the updates until the next post.
Miss you guys already.
22nd May anyone?

爱情是可以玩弄的吗？真不明白你们这种人。

sien

2009-05-12T08:28:00.000-07:00

whats this? light bulb?

Is a clock.. xp

My mom's present.

I love her.

Shes my superwoman.

18th

2009-05-12T08:26:00.000-07:00

u aint emo kid already. U are happy kid now!!!

Hapee belated 18th though. :D

GONE?

2009-05-07T21:34:00.000-07:00

Finally, the 'thing' in my throat is gone. It was 6 days ago when my throat was not comfortable. I thought it was ulcer. Then i realized there was something, i think it was fish bone. But i dint eat fish that day. Then what the hell is that? I tried to swallow food to push it down. Day by day, the 'thing' went down my throat slowly. DAMN PAIN. I wondered how i can yelled so loud during the concert last week, lol. Anyway its gone. Whatever it is :D

Getting a saga soon, since my dad dont want me to stay in the hostel. I have to drive everyday, its boring actually, when you need to drive alone. But i got a car. Need a ride? I AM NOT REMPITS IF YOU WANT TO KNOW. Safe driver, heh.

One month to go, then the true journey starts. I will try to update my blog, currently my laptop's charger EXPLODED!!!! Its DAMN KOOL actually. U should try it too.. xp

"Dont emo, dont emo. Single is also good." I know I know. But it really doesn't matter whether i'm single or not. I'm happy currently, just sad about something, just sometimes, so not consider emo right? :)

Got a lot of chicks come into the shop, some LALA CAMWHORES infront of the mirror too. If hot, I dont mind. But ugly, awww sucks. Aunty told me more girls came in after i started to work here. I LOL-ED.

I found it. Jess, you will hear it soon... :)

EMO

2009-05-07T09:28:00.000-07:00

To all the emo people out there,
try not to be emo ok?
your feelings right now will be like this:

If only I could turn back time

Maybe things would be different.

Maybe I would have known you better

And the regrets I have would not be here.

You always had a place in my heart

Although you were not with me.

I always thought about you a lot

And wondered if you cared.

Since you were taken from this world

I have learnt a lot about you.

The things you did, who you were

And that you really did care.

So inside my heart you will always live on

Through thick and thin you will be remembered

Nothing can change what happened now

But hopefully someday we will meet!

If i say i'm not emo,
its a lie.
Somehow.

PAIN

2009-05-04T00:46:00.000-07:00

I thought it was ulcer.
But i think it is a FISH BONE.
I THINK ONLY.

Damn pain lah,
My troat hurts.
My heart might be the same too.

WOW

2009-05-03T05:26:00.000-07:00

Hes awesome.
Hes my true mentor.
I shall call my son BAHAMUT CHONG.

XD

True talent, is through lots of practice.
Thats what i've learnt from you,
you give me motivation somehow,
but still,
Grade 8 is not easy for me. heh

NEW

2009-04-30T08:25:00.000-07:00

I'm gonna say goodbye soon,
new life awaits me.
NOW ONLY START LEH.
AND ITS STILL SOON.
Damn sad aint?

Tommorow is Labour Day. But is sad that i need to work again. Waiting for our next chatting session, although one kaki gone. I had a lot of cheese lately. Baked cheese rice, cheesy bread, etc... I think of you loh, somehow. BUT I'M NOT GAY LAH PLS.

Emo, Is that a description for a single? In some case, yes lah. But still need to face it, i know is hurts a lot, but not everyone can understand. Yeah i mean it.

I'm forced to give up.
I hate you, nearly.
With tears crawling in my soul.
You happy now?
Guess you dont know at all.

Alexander

2009-04-28T13:00:00.000-07:00

I got the feel already.
The shops keep playing his songs recently.
Just cant wait.

XD

BOOM

2009-04-27T08:03:00.000-07:00

RAWR!

Me boring like hell man. Hehe

Thx to ALYA. :D

What the hell?

3-9 August...

5-11 October...

NO for NOVEMBER and DECEMBER?

My life is ruined.

BIg day

2009-04-27T07:54:00.000-07:00

Happy belated bday kit kit!!!

I miss ur turle or tortoise so much lah. LOL

Happy belated bday Roger!!!
We orang dari Johor...
Next time bring me go back to kopitiam at train station ok? :)

Fun?

2009-04-24T06:06:00.000-07:00

Normally i drive myself to pyramid with my dad beside. Today i'm driving alone. Thats not the problem, i'm driving my dad's car!!! Mercedez Benz + driving alone = scary.

Everything was smooth on the road, but not the parking part. I damn happy already when i found a car park. I quickly cut in and parked. I accidently hit the van, or precisely scratched the van, and it was shaking like a jelly. I try to parked nicely then, but ended up i kiss the front proton car plate a few times gently, and i canot reversed out. The tiang is blocking my side mirror!!!

Oh shit, i tried to adjust, but i cant, and every car passed by thought i was coming out. I stopped the car, looked at the van, the paint got off, my bumper still ok, just 擦那辆车的屁股而过. Hopefully the van driver wont get mad at me lah. Thx to Alya's bf that helped me to adjust it.

Now i'm parking-phobia. Dont blame me if i take 10 mins to finish a normal parking. heh.
Alif will be my 1st passenger LOL.

Now i'm speechless. what you expect me to do?

Far away

2009-04-22T08:49:00.000-07:00

We are seperating...
when can we gather?

All hail the cheese

2009-04-20T19:28:00.000-07:00

cheese wif cheesy smile. :D

He is Lee Shue Ze aka cheese, Susie and Tom. He betrayed me, he ffk Tarc and went to Nan Yang Polytechnic. ITS TOO SOON, WAY TOO FAST. Who will know that u will be the next guy leaving to overseas? Luckily i dint thought of going Tarc, heh.

"8 years only ma", damn easy to say loh. U will be in Malaysia for only 3-4 months every year lol. 1st time we met was form 1? During our own camping. After that we dint even talk to each other, just know his existence. After form 4, same class, but sit too far lah, so makes no difference. Form 5, my 12 o'clock classmate. U are one of people that i thought i never be so close with, at least better then a HI AND BYE friend.

Rarely can find a guy that likes the damn old songs. *HI5*. Cheese wont make him fat, although he loves them, i'm jealous, because i eat cheese too but i'm fat, lol. We two will be future engineers aint we? But now u already pawned me KAO KAO lah, Nan Yang Polytechnic leh.

Next time if i go Johor Bahru, will u find me? My passport black-listed already, and my dad hates singapore, sad me. Oh yah, YOUR SLAM DUNK LEH? Never mind, u shall help me buy cheap cheap DvD from there loh, hehe.

When u go there, meet any professer, just ask: "Are you a friend of my friend's dad, called Chong Yap Hing?" Make them stunned man, haha. Life is gonna be tough soon, but u sure can lah, 8 years onli ma, aint correct? Hehe.

Next time we meet = this thursday or Labour Day? Singapore same date meh? I will be looking forward to that. :)

Spread ur cheesy smile in Singapore, and everyone shall love cheese = u. Good luck and all the best buddy.

Lots of love,
from alex the lion.

Sad, another rocker gone, whos next? After May, everyone will be living their own life, but i swear i will never forget you guys. :)

18th April 2009

2009-04-19T19:21:00.000-07:00

Let the pictures do the talking

Damn it, i'm fat already... xp

Thx MOO aka sheah yee.. :D

Thanks for your concern wai kit, you were calling me 4 times at 8am, you thought i will be going to Majlis Anugerah Cemerlang heh? Haha. A lot of people asked me that question. If you guys still dont know, I get 6 A1, 1 A2 and 5 B3. So is it still possible for me to attend? LOL.

Thanks for the open house Sheah Yee, and Ks i know you damn happy that night. Thanks jess again for the tickets, is best if you help me keep it first, i dont want it to be ended up like my IC, heh.

From today onwards, i shall start to lose weight. Its so obvious i'm fat because I GOYANG KAKI in the shop everytime, not like last time workin like hell in waffle world. Gambateh to me la. :)

1st May fast fast come, i cant wait. hehe.

Stop it

2009-04-19T08:33:00.000-07:00

I tried,
but it hurts.
Stop it,
You will nvr understand.

Thats it

2009-04-18T19:21:00.000-07:00

我完全没有任何理由理你.
I tell myself.

Ridiculous

2009-04-17T00:09:00.000-07:00

The manga is getting boring and boring. Ichigo just won easily after battling in hollow form, although he supposed to be dead like more then 3 times, with a hole near the chest. Then now another lame story. Espada 10 become Espada 0. People thought hes the weakest and now hes the strongest, LAME. The actual ranking is from 0-9, but not 1-10, damn swt right?

I shall talk about Myanmar people's new year on the next post.

I know u guys are having exams next week, cant blame u guys if u people cannot come. This is so not the right time to have party, just call it as open house is a lot better. But i still hope u guys can try ur best to come, because i miss u guys so much. :)

Somehow i feel that this class party 5 is going to be a failure, dont know why.

Enjoy

2009-04-16T05:51:00.000-07:00

No offence, but i am having a good life, hehe.

Tis morning, i went basketball, yee sook i totally miss you man, imagine small kids also look down on us, haha. We dont have a complete team after u left, Mr. Lean is always busy lately. Even if we made one, always kena DABAO by pros, only managed to get a few points, sad right? If u still here, we still can play more games, like football, bowling and more, wont lose badly too, hehe. Ur batteries still with me though, 8 of them? Pray for me that i will turn pro SOON ok? haha.

As usual i went to work. 1st time in my life that i dont have DC PROBLEMS while workin. Advantages=online freely, wohoooo!!!!!

One white people was very kind to use her money and bought things from us, RM397.80 in one single receipt!!! OMG. But i cant get comissions, i was havin my break la. :(

Well, Going to a party later. I was invited by Myanmar friends from Waffle World to join their NEW YEAR PARTY. Damn new year feel for them, lol. The funny thing is they bersunat today, I was like WTH?

Waiting the time flies, let me close the shop and head to the party, ciaos.

Return

2009-04-15T08:18:00.000-07:00

If i can,
I want to turn back time.

Will it change?

Lucky?

2009-04-14T08:28:00.000-07:00

Yesterday, my mom called me to bring my IC out, i checked my wallet, it was not there, I LOL-ed. I dont know how and when i lost it, if my mom dint ask me to do so, i wont know that i already lost it, how lucky i am? I need to waste my time and money to remake again, sad.

Today, i was late to work. I forgot to bring the keys for the shop, OMG. Luckily aunty was kind enough to lend her keys, hopefully sp people wont know that i dint managed to open the shop on time.

Worst thing is, today sales was not good. I felt so bored, i miss psp now.

About 9pm, Shi Ming came, we started blog hoppin, i miss my 4G classmates la, my bonding with them was better compare to 6I, but i think most of them forgot me already, sad. You guys sure changed a lot, i admit.

Now i know that the blue watch i gave spoiled, its ok, at least it was 1 years old, haha.

I have no money recently, so i do have reasons to be mad at waffle world. My deposit, OT and public holidays money haven give me. Damn it man, that was my february money, cant u people give me rm200++? Is it so hard? Thats why most of us quit the job, leaving Alif behind. Even Bob and Nizam left, if u are not the bos, we sure will be working there forever. Thank you for breaking us up.

Cant wait for the party to come, hehe.
Need a ride?
Sorry no car, LOL

SAD

2009-04-13T07:25:00.000-07:00

my IC lost, not malaysian anymore,
I AM PENDATANG ASING!!!!
CATCH ME LA..
XD

Im in a bad situation, arghhh...
I enjoy being single somehow, thank you. :)

Damn it

2009-04-12T09:02:00.000-07:00

Why is it so hard to get what i want?
Special fuck you to you useless people,
dont make me curse man,
i hate to do so,
why we cant do it the easy way?

Dont think im a fool,
im not.

We will be there

2009-04-11T06:51:00.000-07:00

If u need a hug,
we will be offering the warmness.

thats what friends for right?
:)

Im glad u are fine.

Apologize

2009-04-11T01:04:00.000-07:00

Im sorry.
if u are mad,
blame me.
I'll shut up.

Because i care,
wishing u ok.
:)

100th post

2009-04-10T08:36:00.000-07:00

Thanks for those that willing to read this blog, i will try to improve it. Life is long.
1
1

现实是残酷的，

虽然很难，

也很心痛，

但也要面对。

没错，

他很傻。

但他应该很后悔，

也很伤心。

他也不想看到你们这样，

你们只要记住他，

他就安心了。

放声大哭吧，

别放在心里。

我虽然无能为力，

但我们会在背后支持你。

振作吧！！！

I dont know who are you, but i know u are caring and nice guy.

100th post

2009-04-10T08:02:00.000-07:00

I nearly dont have life recently, luckily aki called me up on wednesday, so i called wei jie too.

This is awesome!!!

After that, we went station 1 chilled, then we played this...

Whats this call? hehe

ME!!!

AKI!!!

WEI JIE NOOB, MAKE IT FELL DOWN!!! XD

I want this, im counting on u hun.. :)

这么办

2009-04-07T08:55:00.000-07:00

我决定了，
两个人不等于我们，
男子和喜欢的女子只有爱情没有友情，
暂时也做不了朋友，
让我一个人吧，
对你和我都好。

以后，
还能成为朋友吗？

希望可以回到过去，
再见。