HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!





We gettin more mature and grown up now. 2008 was my best year ever. Tats wat i can say. All the sweet and sour memorias, i will remember these forever.

To dad and mom, thx for everythin last year. Without u two, i wont be able to achieve somethin in my squash career. I will continue squash forever. Sorry for wat i've done last year, if i had done somethin tat dissapoint u two. I noe is not ur fault for not sending me for jan intake, we are not lucky like others. But we still will together face this crisis, until is over.

To 5s6 ppl, I love and miss u guys a lot. I had the best class ever in my life. Everytime no matter wat happen, we will always help each other, sharing every happy and sad moments. Now we already separated, leading to a new life. Absence makes a heart grow fonder. Now i understand wat it means. We were together for 2 years, this is destiny. We were seperated, this is also destiny. We all have different backgrounds and culture, but we still manage to make 5s6 as a 2nd home, a big family. Im happy to be in this family, and i will proudly talk about u guys when ppl are mentioning bout u guys. Best wishes from me and we'll meet again someday, if this is our fate.

To T3H rockers (although i duno wat it means till now), We surely had a lot of fun last year right? Is the first time i felt tat my life was not meaningless at all, thanks to u guys. Now without u guys, i duno whether i can have this kind of life anymore.U guys are sooo important to me la!!!!! Hopefully this year wont be boring for me la. I just hope tat we stil can keep in touch, chattin and more. Batu pasang my lobangs and batangs!!!!!!!!!! I keep my promise to attend friday lunch, CNY party and Redang trip, sadly i cant folo u guys study tat early la, i start during march intake, if can la. Xiau Yen, dun show me dulan face de, coz u just ffk me once! haha. No matter wat, WE ROCKS!!!!!!!!!!!




To L, we'll meet again, someday. But now, i decided, this is good for both of us. I just regret tat i cant help u out, but just believe me, u will find one, although is not me in the end. I duwan u ended up like tis, tats y i cant let u go, just so sad to noe ur current situation. I noe is hard, but past is past, u should get over it, is not wat u think. I really had a lot of fun when im with u, thx for everythin tat u done. I remember them in my heart.


Well i wish i can thank everyone one by one, but currently tats all la. LOVE U ALL.


NEW LIFE 2009
GOOBYE 2008

nothin to say...
just bored...
2oo8 is comin to end...
everything...
is goin to become memories...
will me keep deeply in my heart...
i dont care is sad or happy...
but i will move on...
to a better life...

feeling sad...
i just lost my love...
i duwan to lose any friends...
not now....

Well, today everythin was okay la. I woke up at 10.30am. OH SHIT!!!!!!!!! My aunty goin to fetch me for amali. I rushed la of course. Started the amali at 12pm, met quite a lot of friends la...2-4 ppl i think...Reached home at 6pm(wow so late). Its ok la, im not bored this time becoz the lecturer was quite funny la, i learnt tat mostly accidents happen becoz BREAK TAK MAKAN, lol.


My post lately will be bout wat i feel la. 2008 is going to an end. 2009 is comin de. 2008 is a gud year for me. I just love this year. Although i have sad and happy moments this year, but yet stil the best. So it u feel like this blog is boring, pls kindly dun read this blog. My blog dont just post only important events, i will post anythin tat i want la, although is quite meaningless sometimes la, haha...


To 5s6 ppl, i have nothin much to say de, u guys are AWESOME!!!!!!! We been through all these sad and happy moments all this while, although we are in different directions now, but i believe u all wont forget this class, am i right? No matter where u guys are, u all are MY EVERYTHING( Lee hom new song). This song can be listen from this blog too...

i'll forget u,

as soon as possible,

although the wound in me was so hard to heal,

heartbeat,

this song suits me currently,

just to let u go...

NS

I forgot one thing...

GUD LUCK TO PPL TAT GOING NS 2MORO!!!!!!!!
WILL MISS U LOTS!!!!!!!!!
HAV FUN GUYS!!!!!!!!!!

BOXING DAY

HAPPY BOXING DAY EVERYONE!!!!!!!!!
although i duno wat it means... lol....



Today is very sien. Started missing every single ppl tat i noe. Well today night need to go aunty's house for dinner. 2moro need to go 6 hours amali... Sien... Hopefully i can get used to it la...


Haven decide wan to study now or not. Arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh...





















letting u go... is damn hard...
but i noe... i gonna move on....
im doom, currently...

Merry Christmas!!!!!!!!

HOHOHO!!!! MERRY CHRISTMAS!!!!

25th Dec 2008, is Christmas Day. 24th Dec 2008 is eve la. I woke up at 8am to take undang for one more time. THIS TIME I PASS!!!!!!! WAKAKAKA..... Quite lucky la actualy... get 42 mraks only... lol... Then went sunway for 6I gathering at 1pm... not bad la.... 2o ppl came... Wow, everybody really change a lot, girls la i mean... xp I went to Fiona's home at 5.30pm to attend Chritmas eve party. To all ppl tat miss the party, u guys miss a lot of fun... haha... We heart to heart talk after our dinner... It was so memorable la... Everybody got feelings ma... But anyway, this wil be s6 last party for this year... sad... I stil wondering when we can meet again, aiks...

Remember? Is already one year... U are leaving anyway... U told me to find u during 25th and 26th, i cant come, or i duwan come, i duno... Is time, to let you go, although is damn bloody hard to do so. Is the hardest thing i ever had to do, to turn around and walk away pretend tat i dun love you. I know from the start, even if u like me, we cant hold on, due to many problems. But, is time, i must give up, so tat u wont be so worry about me. Just remember, when, where or anything, if u bored, just look at the things around u, somehow u wil remember me, i think... No need to worry, i will live as usual, and happily. We will meet, if it is our destiny, but currently, is not. No need to worry, u wil find a guy tat suits u the best, tats my wish. Everytime i walk here and there, i can see these are the places we used to hang out. These sweet memories, wil be kept deeply in my heart. Eventhough u know i like u, u dint ignore me, i was so touched, thanks for everythin all these years. I hope tat u find a right guy for u, tats the greatest wish from me. This is the right time, to end it, although is sooooo hard.. thx, and bye. apple, i love u, and always will.. :)

Farewell

Siew Cens farewell la, went SAISAKI in KL.. another member of 5s6 goin off again. Damn sad la, cant wait for christmas eve party. But i think this will be the last la...

LOVE U GUYS A LOT LA MAN

MY S6666666 BUDDIESSSSSSSSS

MISS U GUYS A LOTSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS

To Siew Cen,

Although we are not close la, but stil came class ma right? haha...

hopefully everythin will be great for u in UK,

U are most responsible president i ever seen,

salute a lot la,

hopefully,

u will nvr forget Superman la!!!!!!!!!

HAHA.....

Greatest wishes from ,

superman

Pangkor Trip aka Class trip 2008

Sorry for late updates...Heres the story, if lazy better dont read...


15th Dec 2008, I reached 7 eleven at about 8am, kinda early la. As usual la, Wei Chuen the early bird already stand there. Only got 5 people there, we only can wait for others. about 8.25am, almost everyone reached, except someone like wei seong, he mentioned twice tat he wil reach in 15 mins. Fine, 15 mins over, he haven turned up, forgive him, this is MALAYSIA, and he was not the last, haha. What the hell, 9.15pm, still at 7 eleven. 5S5 and 5S3 already started their journey. Anyway i was quite dulan la, so late de.We started our journey at 9.30am. I wanted to sit at the back of the bus, but full de, so sit 1st row lo, but stil ok la, got ppl teman, hehe.

Then our tour guide was Mr. Andrew. Bcause of wei seong, not even 30 min Andrew showed his true colours man, the so called V.E.H( VERY EXTREME HORNY). I was stunned. The journey was scrary. The Driver name Jack was not obeyin the PERATURAN 12 SAAT( I Lan Ci a bit bout my undang knowlege, although fail once la haha). He damn ganas, POTONG JALAN SO MANY TIMES,I noe coz i watchin him potong everytime, whew... By the way, TROPHIC THUNDER SUCKS, GROSS MOVIE...

We cant go Bidor town becoz we were late. Reached Lumut jetty at 1.30pm. Reached Coral Bay at 3pm gua...My room was 206. Had dinner at 7 somethin. My table ppl ganas-ganas belaka. WS pawned everyone la, 5 bowls of rice, average ppl ate 3.5 bowls, Gud record!!!!!! After dinner, we went to beach, and sang our school song proudly, recording videos and sang LANG HUA YI DUO DUO. 1st day of trip havin so much fun already. Slept at 2am so tat wun get too tired.

16th Dec 2008, Island Hopping time. Our boatman was called XIAO MA. Hes cool guy until i believed every crap he said. Lol. We experienced 'BOAT DIRFTIN' for the 1st time. Then went down the sea but i can hardly see fish. I realised i was damn fat after stoppin training for 6 months. Body not fit anymore :( We had lunch at MONKEY BAY, its true la, got lots of monkeys there. I went Banana boat and thrown twice. I knocked AQ head until now my head stil pain. We played 'monkey ball' too, saw rocks tat looked like some animals la. Thinkin of rocks, I started missing Evelyn de la, AWWWWWWWWWWWW...

We rent some bicycle la, wanted to cycle whole island but sadly Wei Juns BIKE Rosak. We let Brian walked very far back to resort until he damn dulan. I went to room to rest la. Then teman wai kit cycle with the gals along the beach, aw my ass hurts man. We ate dinner at 8pm. After that went to ANDREW'S ROOM. OMG!!!!! ThE PICS, i onli noe tat hes so YAM. We gossiped and chat a lot tat night, it sure was fun, although Andrew secretly heard everythin and act sleepin, very naughty. We tried to wait for sunrise, but ended up saw sunlights only. slept at 7.30am tat day...

17th Dec 2008, woke up at 12.30pm, ate lunch. Ate Lunch sambil sing songs , so funny la. Then went to room lo, plyin cards and psp. About 6pm, we went to SUNSET CRUISE, but not real cruise la. The sunset was sooo beautiful. I wil always remember the moments when we s6 guys watchin sunset together, takin pictures and more. W k songs there oso la. I had Chivas la, but not drunk. unlike some other bastards, DUNO HOW TO DRINK DUN DRINK LA ASSHOLES!!!!!!!! CREATIN TROUBLESTO EVERYONE!!!!!! AND FOR NOOBS TAT DUNO HOW TO PLY HEARTATTACK DUN PLY LA!!!!!!!!! MAKING PPL SAD DEN NOT FUN AT ALL THE LA NOOBSSSSSSSSSS!!!!!! CONTROL LA SIKIT!!!!!!!! nvr mind, we do had fun abit la, although not better than the 2nd day. Brian act was damn cool tat day la...

18th Dec 2008, emo time, so reluctant to go back home tat day, aiks, i wished time will stop at tat time, missing u guys a lot.... always...

Tired...

Damn tired...


just came back from class trip...


will tel u details on next post...


zzzz...

Let me inroduce one old Japanese Drama la...
Train boy( DIAN CHE NAN)
not bad... tat guy is OTAKU MAN....
but... HIS GF IS A LENG LUI!!!!!!!!!!!!!
WHAT THE HELL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Trust me, tat happy ending wont happen in reality, i think, just bare in mind...
u know why? i've been through this, but it doesnt mean tat i am otaku k? lol..
Still thinkin hard these days... aiks...

Tired day

Today got UNDANG class.Woke up at 6am, Slept at 1am. The intructor fetched me at 7am. I duno where was the venue but was somewhere in Shah Alam, very kampung feel me to me. Well the Undang class Started at 9.30am, because there was some crap before the actual seminar start. Not even more than 10 minutes, i slept jor, Wei Seong cannot tahan any longer oso. Through out the whole seminar, me and ws just chattin, then we met an old friend over there. I kinda miss my old class, 6I. But actualy i miss 5S6 even more!!!!!!!!!!!!! Haha...

Then we finished our class at 2.45pm. We went to Taipan and ate lunch. I dont think there were any delicious food here but, I recommended STATION 1 CAFE. Its ok la, not bad. We continued chatting, we knew that after all these years, we may not have the chance to chat that long time again in future, thats what i think.

YA I REALIIIIIIIIIIIII MISSSS 5S6 LAAAAAAAAAAAAAA!!!!!!!!!!

I WILLING TO GO FOR SPM AGAIN MAN, HEY, WHY NOT WE GO TRY TAKE SPM AGAIN????? XP








Decisions are very hard to make la, at these moments, i really need to think twice, to ensure that i wont regret in future, but something is dragging my decisions la... aiks....

Lee hom new album coming out.. cant wait.. xp

9th December

Today, i feel very very bad. I cant go to THE CURVE OR JAYA33 to see Evelyn for the last time. Shes goin to IRELAND. I have difficulties, although i know these are not excuses. I dont have money at all, i duno how to go to the venue, thats the prob. SOOOOOOOOOOOOOO SOOOOOOOOOOOOORRRRRRRRRRRRRYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY EVELYN. Hope you forgive me la.. :)

But i do believe that we will meet again right???? xp


Anyway, tomorrow goin UNDANG class, i dont even know what time and where, lol. I just know that someone call Miss or Mrs. Tan wil fetch me and Wei Seong at 7am.
Hopefully i wont fall asleep during the class.

This week i am soo boring, duno wat to do la...
Pls cal me out if there is any activity... :)

What the hell...

7th December 2008, i woke up at 10am, kinda dulan because of the wireless connection problem yesterday. Today i went to Facoon Edufair. I went to the wrong venue. It should be held in PWTC, not in KLCC Convention Centre. Silly me. I went to the U.C.T.I. branch. That guy tat was talking to me is currently the manager of the international Development in U.C.T.I. He very pro.

LECTURER, ME

Lecturer: Halo, what courses do u wan to take?(smiling)
Me: Hmm, i think IT or engineering.
L : Firstly, why u choose IT? (He show me tat weird face)
Me: I not sure....
L : Fine, let me tel u all the things one by one ok?(almost 20 courses there)
Me: Oh, Ok....( WTF)
L : Let me tel u, before u finish ur degree, u already earn a job. U noe?
Me: Serious??????
L : Look the banner over there, there written 98% ppl tat finish their degree courses get a job immediately.... ( his face damn bangga)
Me: wow, tats great...
L : let me give u more example, mr. xxx, come here pls...( cal veli loud)
Me: Oo, ok...
L : Mr. yyy, come here tooo. Mr. zzz, pls come here....(cal them even louder)
Me: hihi. (what the hell, cal so many ppl for what?)

Ya, ended up i wasted around 1 hour at tat branch... He keep askin me why, Why, WHy and WHY. I felt so much pressure when talkin to him. Anyway he did help a lot by introducing these courses slowly and steady, although he kept lan ci tat his face always appears in the picture of his university. He oso lan ci his BLACK BERRY Phone. Den he said at his age, we should be pro enough to get at least 1 BMW, and earn RM10,000 per month. Forgot to mention. he is only 28 years old. lol

Good news, i finally can regain my mom-son relationhip already...
By the way, i kinda lost contact wif everyone suddenly, less ppl online today la...
My phone oso can throw aside already, how bad is this situation?

Class party 2008

3rd December 2008, i was freaking tired because i woke up suddenly at 3am. I went back to school to return the books. Damn, i was considered the last person to return the books(reached at 11am). Then we went mv to buy stuff for bbq, i was stunned when fiona sat in the trolley. If u noticed, everyone passed by us looked us again u know? haha... We bought all the things, rm200++. I was wondering why so expensive, but never mind, its worth it. Me, xiau yen , wei seong and tik lam took taxi to siew cen's house. The taxi driver was so kawaii, he used a map to find siew cen's home, we laughed all the way. As usual, We started off sang songs, except for the gals that were busyin in the kitchen preparing the thins for bbq, thx a lot!!!!!!! We guys were veli high when sang the song 'CHA JIAN ER GUO' and 'BEI PAN'. To s6 guys, we rocks!!!!!!

Then my classmates suddenly sang bday songs for me, hur beng and ming huei. Kinda stunned coz mine was the next day, anyway thx for the cake, i love it!!!!!!! Then we start bbq, we had a lot of fun, but i haven eat the noodles la, onli get the sos. :(

We played and played until a long time, some going home, left 16 ppl at the party at 12am. We started drinkin visky, thx to roger. Wat a surprise, Evelyn got a present!!! HAHA...Then they started singing bday songs to me again, love u guys a lot!!!!!!! Hui xian called and wished me, although she cant come for the party, atleast she kept the promise,ths hui xian!!!! Sometimes this is faith, guess wat? I was wearing same superman shirt like hua yen!!!
lol.... Thx to wei seong that bought this shirt to me, love you.. :)

Oh well, Khee Siang drunk, Roger was sooooo unusual, he pawned siew cen as the best debater tat night...lol... We all stil steady, just like wat roger said.... NObody vomit, unlike other classes... Its already midnight, some played mahjong, some played the 'Kings'. Oh it was crazy, we tried a lot crazy things, laughing all the way. I cant tel wat we had done, is secret, hehe... We tried to sleep at 4am, but thx to roger snoring, we slept at 4.30++

I woked up at 7.30am, while others woke up at 9am. Xiau Yen went and bought roti canai. The roti canai maker was stunned when she said 35 roti canai.. haha.. After breakfast, we went mv and watched BOLT. It was really funny. Then, the sadest moment came. We had to say goodbye to Evelyn, i nearly cried. Its so hard to leave a friend tat is going to Ireland.

To Evelyn:

I will miss u a lot.

I cant hear wei seong says u EE-FUH-LYN anymore.

I surely miss the times when we were doing est project together.

I wil miss ur baby voices a lot.

Just promise me, lets come out when u come back k?

our friendship will never fade.

Hope that u wil be happy over there.

Greatest wishes by,

alex the superman

Finally, thx to everyone that made the class party a success. I really had a lot of fun. Thx a lot, it was indeed the best days of my life. ARIGATO!!!!!! XP

AWW.. I looked at the clock...What the hell??? 3.30am????
Nvr mind then, i looked at the message, someone told me that someone drank madly until vomit during class party. Then i wondered, should i just talk to her later about this? Isit because of me shes drank? But, i think again, she wont be drank because of me right? maybe just having fun i think. So my mind told me that this was non of my buisness, since that day i forced myself to do so, but i cant. I was lost now. Kinda weird when wei seong and yee hang still online, what the hell... Folks, better sleep well, dont ended up like me, cant sleep, lol.
Its weird, since monday night, i cant sleep well, today also the same. Tears came out from my eyes last midnight.Is this a curse? Damn it!!!!! i seriously need to sleep now, need to have fun at the class party le... seriously...





Tel you one thing, i tried, but stil hard to let you go, seriously...

I love 27th nov 2008...

I Fail....
For the second time...aiks...

Stories on the 30th november 2008

my new watch, aww i miss the old one...

this is klcc...

this oso klcc...

Introducing my primary school, SJK(C) Lick Hung...

My lovely class 5I...

Nice PICTURE in black and white...

My standard 4 class: 4G

My so called '1st love' punya meeting place, lol...

Finally... SPM is over...
From a second thought, so what??? Never update blog recently because i was too busy.Since 27th nov 2008 still now, i had 96 hours, guess what??? I slept less than 12 hours. So amazing. Just briefly tell u guys why i was so busy...

27th Nov 2008

• 8am: Reach school
• 9am: Went ancorp mall do nothing, thanks to yee hang
• 11-3pm: est, sien
• 3.30pm: went mv, watch managascar 2, not bad..
• 7pm: steamboat at sunway
• 9pm: went sunway, watch james bond, our class dominated 2 rows, rocks..
• 12am: say bye bye to some of our friends, :(

28th Nov 2008

• 1am: ss15 cc, less than 30 min mpsj came kacau.. lol
• 2.30am: came my house, play cards, ps3, talk and watch movie..
• 7am: friends went home, slept for 2 hours..
• 1pm: went sunway skating
• 7pm: went home
• 8pm: squash training
• 11pm: slept

29th Nov 2008

• 1pm: watch tv
• 10pm: watch comic
• comment: quite lifeless

stil got 1 day left

Stil got 1 day...
then is the ending of everything...
so hard to swallow now...

3 days of exam

oh well, spm already... 1st day paper, bm. I think my essay was ok, bm 2 oso ok, but my sej 1 i shoot a lot. Luckily stil got correct la.. Haha.. 2nd day, bi essay was not really confident, scared out of topic.. Bi 2 ok la.. Sej 2 not really satisfied, 1st time not hardworkin in sej, a bit sad and not confident, scared no A for this subject..3rd day mod maths, think ok gua, although got confident,the day with less pressure le.. Forget about part now.. Now i need study to rebuild my confident already, but i stil lazy la.. I must change this attitude before is too late.. God bless me..to all my friends.. Gud luck and gambateh.. Be patient.. Stil left 2 weeks then we can regain our freedom already.. So batu pasang, study hard.. Xp

now, i am officialy graduated since yesterday..stil no mood study..while reading de class magazine 4 times, my tears dropped 4 times.. Its no joke.. I duno why.. Its so sad.. I had so much fun with you guys.. But time flies sooooo fast.. Too fast.. To my love one.. Although we din reali had anythin in common.. Somehow i can feel de bonding between us.. I was glad to take pic wif u tat day.. I thought i wun get a chance at all.. Haha.. To all my beloved friends..u noe who i meant.. Gud luck in spm and gambateh.. We stil can meet 4 de last time after spm.. So.. Hold ur tears.. Haha.. Think wil not posting until after spm.. Bye bye.. Love you guys.. Always..

Still left two days...

A little bit flash back now.When i was standard 1 until standard 6, I used to have a lot of fun, unfortunately i forgot those sweet memories, i even forgot my classmates name now, especially the girls name, so sorry. I used to disturbed a few girls, if i am not mistaken, and there came my 'first love'. I was so childish at that time, doing a lot of stupid things for her, kinda stupid when i recalled it now. The worst part is, i dun admit that this is my first love. Why? Because my mind at that time was still baby mood. So i dont consider that as first love, although i waited for her until form 3, so dumb. When i was in form 1, Is totally different for me, all people were unknowns to me. To be honest, from that time onwards, I rarely talk to girls. Maybe shy? i dont think so. Is the environment that changed me, i think. I was still a dumb from form 1 until form 3, honestly, ended my three years being fool because never communicate with girls. But luckily i knew a lot of guys every year. Luckily i not gay yet, lol.
Until form 4, things changed a bit, i was glad my ex-classmate from lick hung that transfered to this school on year 2006 was same class with me. From that day onwards i became more crazy, back to old days. thanks, wei seong. Currently he is my 'husband'. Then i still find rare about 4s6 at that moment. 1st guy that i knew was malat, chen yee hang. We were sitting the same car to school in form 4. Our friendship started when we 1st went together to borrow comics, sound so gay. Then i knew xiau yen, tik lam, almost all of them in 4s6.After i knew them, i learnt a lot of things, i found myself, the actual me. Its true, now i am just like myself, more socialite, and more mature of course. Thank you 4s6 and 5s6, these memories i wont forget it. 1st time i felt that i was not a loner, but part of 5s6. This is the best class that i ever had. Thank you, and i love you guys. Thanks for everything, although you dont think that you gave me before anything. I will remember these sweet memories. Still left two days, i will cherish it even more...

My Brother in yellow shirt...

Oo.. He hates the thing behind him...

My bro and his friends....

U are looking at Taipan Mc donald's now...

Anyway... Happy birthday my cute brother!!!!!!!!!!!!!! :)

Bla bla bla.. Study is so sien.. What to do? This is life.. I miss u guys a lot wei.. Love de times when we were together.. Time really passed very fast.. Studyin progress? Nah, i think stil got time, duno why.. Ended up study a bit la.. Consider not bad de.. I think.. 我好苦啊…你们这些神的人到底怎样读书的？真的搞不懂… 还有…惊喜即将来了…嘻嘻…

MUST STUDY NOW...
AS TIME AND TIDE WAIT FOR NO MAN...
I DUN WAN TO FAIL AGAIN...
IN ANY ASPECT...
WITH LESS PRESSURE....
I CAN MAKE THINGS GO SMOOTHLY...
BUT...
CAN I HAVE LESS PRESSURE AT THIS MOMENT?
LOL...

stil left less than 1 month...
to do anythin tat i should do...
Gambateh...

Holidays over...
not studyin...
feel bad...
but tats my way...

Not touchin books lately...
although i noe stil got one month den spm...
seriously need people to scold me for not studyin...
5 days wasted de...
just wana ask...
you guys reali study everyday or not?
pls do leave message near chat box....
its a survey...
i think...

WEDNESDAY, WAT A DAY

1. 5TH day of holiday, study progress=0%
-Feel bad le....
2. Relationship progress=???%
-Dun wanna talk about tat le...
3. Sports activity=none
-ASS veli pain, because of the basketball game yesterday, seriously need medical check
up for back bone
4. Tuition=none
-Of course la, Raya ma..
5. Plan=???
-Stil not sure wat can i do now, die lu...
6. Feelings
-Cant really tel, i oso duno, sometimes ok, sometimes sad, duno la....
-Reason: Damn it, i confused, having problem to choose somethin...
-Cause: no mood to do anythin, so , ???, pls tel me and help me!!!
7.Comments
-Gud luck to the couples around me...(a bit dulan)
-Study Hard ba, and dun forget to play... xp
-To someone: Fast fast come bck a, i duno wat happen to me and u now, lol.
-To yee sook: fast fast recover ba, i visit u this week... :)








很想你哦，你有想念我吗？
我希望有啦，但，你好像没有叻。哈哈
算了吧，平安回来就好。
我今天想了好久。。。

flash back

Form 1(1B3)
-Havin happy and playful life...
-Friends or gang: kah joon, bryan, etc...
-Relationship:none
-Regret: A bit. Because left someone alone and came to chs.
-Comment: not bad, new environment...
-New things learnt: Squash
-What had changed: nothin...

Form 2(2B4)
-The year when i realized importance of study, lol.
-Friends or gang: jay wvin, wei hong, yee sook, etc...
-Relationship: none (aiks)
-Regret: nope, becoming a more sporty person, haha..
-Comment: ok la... not bad...
-New things learnt: how to be smart... xp

Form 3(3A3)
-The most sien and worthless year, what can i say?
-Friends or gang: aaron, wai kit, etc...
-Relationship :BOOM!!! Ended up nothin after waitin 4 years.. :(
-Regret: A lot!!!! shouldnt make friends with julian lee, bustard guy
-Comment: all pro people, a lot pressure, can hear useless quarrel just for love, damn boring, still thinkin how ccan i live tat year?
-New things learnt: A lot... ending of somethin, den beginin of somethin
-Achievements: Squash msss( 4th in team event)

Form 4(4s6)
-Startin dun like it, but now loving it!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
-Friends or gang: lao gong, xiau yen, tik lam, whole classmates.......
-Relationship: Progressing badly, onli progress smoothly in nov,but quite bad oso..
-Comment: im loving it...
-New things learnt: everybody is not the same

Form 5(5s6)
-5S6 Rox!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I am in a big family!!!!!!!!
-Friends: ALL COMBINE
-Relationship:dun wanna talk about it.. soli....
-Comment: no regret at all, onli one thing...
-New things learnt: must be loyal and serious about relationship


That is my secondary school life in Chs... I am satisfied now... Just, sadly 1 still have 1 month left to do wat i can, is my last hope now... hopefully, my secondary life wil end with a happy ending.. ;)

To ???:

The best thing about tonight's that we're not fighting

Could it be that we have been this way before?

I know you don't think that I am trying

I know you're wearing thin down to the core

But hold your breath

Because tonight will be the nightThat I will fall for you over again

Don't make me change my mind

Or I won't live to see another day

I swear it's true

Because a girl like you is impossible to find

You're impossible to find

This is not what I intended

I always swore to you I'd never fall apart

You always thought that I was stronger

I may have failed, but I have loved you from the start

Oh, but hold your breath

Because tonight will be the night

That I will fall for you over again

Don't make me change my mind

Or I won't live to see another day

I swear it's true

Because a girl like you is impossible to find

It's impossible

So breathe in so deep

Breathe me in, I'm yours to keep

And hold on to your words 'cause talk is cheap

And remember me tonight when you're asleep

Because tonight will be the night

That I will fall for you over again

Don't make me change my mind

Or I won't live to see another dayI swear it's true

Because a girl like you is impossible to find

Tonight will be the night

That I will fall for you over again

Don't make me change my mind

Or I won't live to see another dayI swear it's true

Because a girl like you is impossible to find

You're impossible to find

If u understand, tats good...

I will happy enough... :)

I miss u...
A lot...
Seriously...
:)

LIFE GOES ON...
LIKE A NEVER ENDING ROAD...
IS HOLIDAYS...
AGAIN...

我， 不知道这么办才好。
你，明白的话就好。
没关系，
我等你。 :)

Finally...

Finally...
Trials over!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
But...
The real battle just began!!!!!!!!!!!!
I will play for fews days...
then start hardcoring...
in every aspect...
thats all...

These hard times

Trials coming to an end. I screwed up all my subjects, damn it. Very sad because i not trying hard tis time, too relax i think, maybe because i not havin purata in this exam. I just want to tell myself, after trials, the real test in my life coming. I failed a lot of times in the past because of this same attitude. I should change, if not my life will be very hard in future. So, in my opinion, the real hard times are the days after trials. I can tel you, you can see me online once a week only, hopefully.. I wil try hard to focus and concentrate on both aspects, studies and ??? If you guys want to help me fulfill my dreams, please, scold me or yell at me if i am lazy to study, this will help a lot.. I wil thank you instead of hating you.. Haha.. Hmm.. Hopefully this wil happen after the trials..

My Dreams

Now, i hav onli 3 dreams in my mind. 1st, i hope tat everyone includin someone wil be able to overcome these hard times. It is reali sad for me to see u sufferin like this, very hard to swallow. 2nd, i wana get gud grades in spm. Thx for the concerns when i absent durin trials. I was just too tired and dizzy that day. I wan to say sorry to my parents coz i din study well tis time, i duno y. Lastly, i just wan a happy ending. It doesnt mean tat de ending must make me happy, just tat it wil end soon, tats all. Ppl always say, there is always hope. I tried to believe it, but, i think, de luck wil not be on my side gua. Just hope tat everythin is goin on like i wanted...

Somethin deep inside my heart

OH WELL..
Still got few weeks left to stay in my beloved school,
i was glad tat i made de right choice to come to tis school,
although tat made me feel sad to leave someone without even a bye and ended up nothin..
Forget about the past, coz i am glad to be in tis school..


One more thing tat i realised nowadays...
is tat more and more couple around me!!!!!!!!!!!
I have nothin to say, just bless them...
Dun say i am not congratulating you guys...
anyway jusy gud luck in maintaining ur relationship...
I am not reali dulan,
But i noe...
Wat i'm doin now, is not wrong at all...
miracles do happen sometimes right?
I oso dun think it will happen...
But...
With no desperation...
I wish it could happen...
not with someone else...
just wif onli 1 ppl i know...

comment about trials...

ok.. Now trials.. But, i'm dead. No mood to study,a lot pressure. I dun mind if everyone overtake me tis time, but it make me feel tat i not prepare for spm. I screwed up my add maths, physics and biology...veli sad...my beloved physics.. Aiks.. thx for de people tat console me.. Xp Now, i think tat chua wei seong has de potential to win me tis time. Shue ze, wai kit, and a lot more are very hardworkin. Best luck to them. Hopefully, i can maintain my result, i dun care if ppl win me tis time, i aiming spm actualy... I'm prayin everyday, prayin tat everythin is goin to turn out de way i want it to be...my love ones.. I always pray... Tat my hope and dreams wil become true as soon as possible. :)

My feelings now

Damn it!!!!!
I got my freedom for 2 days..
but yet i need control myself to study..
although i noe is impossible..
parents went to ipoh..

I duno wat to do,
stil no mood study...
trials in 1 week time..
no mood celebrating merdeka..
stil thinkin of my friends, beloved ones...


TATS WAT I FEEL NOW....

Somethin I wanna say to someone

TO someone in tis world:

你好吗？

我，一直都想问你这一句话。

可是

你一定说没事。

脸上勉强的笑了。

已经好久没见你了，

很想念你，

你知道吗？

我，不能和你分担你的痛苦。

我现在唯一能做的事就是：支持和祈祷

我们也许不是最好的朋友，

但是，

我们的关系也不差嘛。

希望你，

早日康复，

我每晚都祈祷，

所以，

快点回来吧。

我等着你。

Wat a day

Today is saturday, but, i stil haven study...
Damn it...
I forgot how many times already but...
I went to ss2 MC DONALD again... xp
I really love this moment...
I wish the time will stop at that moment...
seriously...
But it wont, fine...


Holiday is comin to an end...
study progress= 0%
maybe 5%


I DUNO......

Pressure

I do have a lot of pressure now, thinkin whether u guys got study during the sch holidays. Honestly, i haven study, no joke, dun say i am tellin lies.
ITS TRUE!!!!!!!!

WATEVER...
Im dead now...
seriously...


Wat should i do now???

Currently Boring...

1st day of holiday.....

ITS SATURDAY....
BUT....
I still cant study....
wat should i do now???




By the way....
felt weird when someone suddenly dun reply me...
suan le ba....



still left few weeks...
before we are goin to different directions....
different roads...
i dun wan to think about it anymore...
becoz...
its so sad to think of it...

Last holiday before SPM

Oh well.. Holiday!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
duno wat to say, but...
trials is veli near....
oh my god...
1st time sick for 4 consecutive days...
I was so frustrated....


Today...
I am back to skool!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Everybody thought i ponteng...
oh please.....
i wun ponteng for no reason....
and then....
some changes in skool stunned me...
nobody told me tat too... haha..
class was as usual.....
Damn noisy!!!!!!!!!!!!!
And yet there was some changes..
Chua Wei Seong is studyin in Class!!!!!!!!!!!
Wow!!!!!!!!!!!
Duno wat reali happen when i was not here...
but....
someone reali changed his mind, or maybe washed his brain...
Nvr mind, still a good sign...
Gambateh Chua!!!!!!!!!




Tonight...
I am counting stars....
sambil chattin...
i'm appreciating tis moment...
Maybe its kinda special...
hehe..

Last day as naib president of squash club

YAHOOO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
LAST DAY!!!!!!!!

No need to think about squash anymore!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Agm...
ended up ok la..
congratulation to..
President 2008/2009: Jing Yuan
Naib President 1: Yong Yeow
Naib President 2: Chew Yong

Tats all i can remember...
soli..
still sad..
i love tis club so much..
until i abandon other clubs..
aiks..

Happy Bday to ex pres..
Jin Jun!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
surprise bday party!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
sadly..
u nvr reali put ur face into the cake..
my rm200 for tis time agm..
wasted!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

现在，我松了一口气.......
但是...
这学会....
给了我很多不想消失的回忆...

Last day playin squash

Last Day!!!!!!
I Hate to say it...
but still say it..

6th of august..
me, xian zhong, yong yeow, chan yan and jin jun..
playin squash 2gether for the last time..
is obvious we wun be playin next time..
veli sad..


Hopefully..
i wil continue playin squash..
if i can..

Goodbye..
my squash gang..
will miss u guys a lot..
Goodbye..
my squash racket..
Goodbye..
my juniors..
Goodbye..
my beloved squash court..
And..
the days when i teaching someone squash..
i cherishing it..
forever...

First Blog

Hi Everybody!!!
First time bloggin here..
This is the details about me..

• Name: Chong Yongsheng
• Age: 17 (after bday)
• Others: None

Why should i tell u all about me?

Read my blog!!!!!!!!!!!!

Dun be lazy..

haha..

Enjoy reading ba!!!