Long gone

25/01/2009, a day that i will never forget. First ever loss in my life, an important one. Its 1 year already. Hope you are doing fine. We will miss you forever, be a guardian for us ok? :)

Many tragedies happened recently, including the Penang incident. Some of the victims were my friend's juniors. From what i heard, those teens were good guys, but why take them away?

We can't decide when we will die, although we can try until we die at old age, if possible.

I read many blogs, news about people having sudden death due to unavoidable accident, illness, car accident, etc... May you people rest in peace.

I think i am lucky to be able to live until now. Please do feel happy that you are still living, and not blaming that you are having a bad life, cannot earn money, etc... Those things may help you a lot, but it wont give you the actual thing that you wanted, bear that in mind.

As for me, i am trying to live on without regrets. Failing so many times hurt a lot though, but it is a process to be a better person to identify your true-self, eventually it will lead you to a better life, believe it, and cherish everything you have.

personality test

Your view on yourself:

You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:

You are a true romantic. When you are in love, you will do anything and everything to keep your love true.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:

You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.

The seriousness of your love:

You like to flirt and behave seductively. The opposite sex finds this very attractive, and that's why you'll always have admirers hanging off your arms. But how serious are you about choosing someone to be in a relationship with?

Your views on education

You may not like to study but you have many practical ideas. You listen to your own instincts and tend to follow your heart, so you will probably end up with an unusual job.

The right job for you:

You have plenty of dream jobs but have little chance of doing any of them if you don't focus on something in particular. You need to choose something and go for it to be happy and achieve success.

How do you view success:

You are confident that you will be successful in your chosen career and nothing will stop you from trying.

What are you most afraid of:

You are concerned about your image and the way others see you. This means that you try very hard to be accepted by other people. It's time for you to believe in who you are, not what you wear.

Who is your true self:

You are full of energy and confidence. You are unpredictable, with moods changing as quickly as an ocean. You might occasionally be calm and still, but never for long.

is it true?