Monday, July 26, 2010

Tired

I'm back. After 1 month only i update this blog, basically degree life is just pathetic. Lecturers suck and u need to screw every subject on your own. Look at the bright side. I am an on-air dj, for real. hehe.

Nothing to be proud of, i do think that i will improve my performance as dj awesome, hope to get support from u guys soon. Will briefly talk about the dj club next time.

I am having holidays now, 1 week, and u can consider it as study week, FML.

Many things i thought for some time, i can't turn back the time anymore. Nothing can ever change. There is no such damn thing as magic to go back to the past like the dramas that we watch. Distance between us are further, can't blame it because i am in cyberjaya, a place that looks like an island to enough separate myself from the place that i desire to be everytime. Perhaps a small gathering will be enough. That is my biggest hope. :)


I do think that i am lying. Lying to myself that i can do it. Its a damn dream anyway. Ever since that night, nothing was ever good for both of us. A thread that was broken cannot be attached anymore, I knew that all along, but i deny it.


Have you ever? I wish i can ask these things everytime. Guess not.
Its time to walk away.