Walk away

He was once desperate
He hoped that he wont be an apparition infront of her
He was doing something to fix that
He hoped he wont be her valise instead of big luggage
He hate the ridiculous fact
He still wondering what he did was right or wrong
He nearly destroy himself
Maybe she expected more, not the trifle he gave her
He tried to be there everytime
He failed to be there when she was depressed
He had a good rapport with her
But thats not what he wants

Now he realised
He need to let them be
They are better in that way
He cant blame her
He was the one that started this
He need to do something right
He need to do the hardest thing he ever made
He need to polish away the mistakes that he had done
Thats his decision right now

He has to walk away disconsolate
Although he is unwillingly to do so
Theres no way turning back
He has only one road to go
And he is going that road now
Before that
He says: Thanks again