grateful

1 month in mmu gone, so fast, yet slow. There are many accidents along the road lately, and i am happy that i am not involved. But i always do have own made accident, now its 10% damage until i cant close the door well, stupid me. I cherish my life more often ever since i knew my backache problem.

I always listen to the radio for the past 1 month, more news and songs about MJ. Yeah he do have some great songs that i like, and its a pity that hes gone at 50 years old. This morning was the last time the fans paid the last tribute. Its was replayed in most of the radio stations today.

As i was listening, it was time for Mariah Carey to perform. She sang 'I'll be there'. OH DAMN IT I'M DRIVING MAN. Why cant they choose other songs at that time? Yeah i'm thinkin about you again. 5 months bro, i bet that u are with MJ now, learning new moves, maybe moon walk or bending 45 degrees, hope you have fun there. :)

Histories cannot be erased or changed, just memories with no regrets.

My dad told me one story. He said before i was born, my mom have some problems, and she need to undergo surgery. But somehow it may affect me, or maybe i will not be born. But luckily everything was successsfull. I was born unharmed.

Then i cried cried all the time, because something is wrong with my body, and its pain. I need to undergo my 1st surgery, just few months old. They were afraid, that this risk was too high for me. Yet i'm ok again after the surgery.

They took good care of me, until now still the same. Thanks to them, I live for 17 years.

Living, is the best thing in my life. Thank you.