i hate being emo

Its has been a long time, i forgot how to become sad.

Last time i get emo easily,

I thought it was the best way to make myself feel better,

but its opposite.

Those sad events,

can never be forgotten.

its worse when i think about him.

The promise he said,

he can never fullfill.

Yeah i thinking of him all the while,

i am glad i met him. :)

I can never forget her too.

All these while,

i can only blame myself.

Its a deep cut in me,

but its a deeper one for her i assume.

Anyway, i am doing what i could do now.

Its useless to be emo.

Be strong,

thats what i am going to do.

p/s: this is what the fuck happens after i watched dramas or series that have sad endings. Screw it.