WEDNESDAY, WAT A DAY

1. 5TH day of holiday, study progress=0%
-Feel bad le....
2. Relationship progress=???%
-Dun wanna talk about tat le...
3. Sports activity=none
-ASS veli pain, because of the basketball game yesterday, seriously need medical check
up for back bone
4. Tuition=none
-Of course la, Raya ma..
5. Plan=???
-Stil not sure wat can i do now, die lu...
6. Feelings
-Cant really tel, i oso duno, sometimes ok, sometimes sad, duno la....
-Reason: Damn it, i confused, having problem to choose somethin...
-Cause: no mood to do anythin, so , ???, pls tel me and help me!!!
7.Comments
-Gud luck to the couples around me...(a bit dulan)
-Study Hard ba, and dun forget to play... xp
-To someone: Fast fast come bck a, i duno wat happen to me and u now, lol.
-To yee sook: fast fast recover ba, i visit u this week... :)








很想你哦，你有想念我吗？
我希望有啦，但，你好像没有叻。哈哈
算了吧，平安回来就好。
我今天想了好久。。。

flash back

Form 1(1B3)
-Havin happy and playful life...
-Friends or gang: kah joon, bryan, etc...
-Relationship:none
-Regret: A bit. Because left someone alone and came to chs.
-Comment: not bad, new environment...
-New things learnt: Squash
-What had changed: nothin...

Form 2(2B4)
-The year when i realized importance of study, lol.
-Friends or gang: jay wvin, wei hong, yee sook, etc...
-Relationship: none (aiks)
-Regret: nope, becoming a more sporty person, haha..
-Comment: ok la... not bad...
-New things learnt: how to be smart... xp

Form 3(3A3)
-The most sien and worthless year, what can i say?
-Friends or gang: aaron, wai kit, etc...
-Relationship :BOOM!!! Ended up nothin after waitin 4 years.. :(
-Regret: A lot!!!! shouldnt make friends with julian lee, bustard guy
-Comment: all pro people, a lot pressure, can hear useless quarrel just for love, damn boring, still thinkin how ccan i live tat year?
-New things learnt: A lot... ending of somethin, den beginin of somethin
-Achievements: Squash msss( 4th in team event)

Form 4(4s6)
-Startin dun like it, but now loving it!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
-Friends or gang: lao gong, xiau yen, tik lam, whole classmates.......
-Relationship: Progressing badly, onli progress smoothly in nov,but quite bad oso..
-Comment: im loving it...
-New things learnt: everybody is not the same

Form 5(5s6)
-5S6 Rox!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I am in a big family!!!!!!!!
-Friends: ALL COMBINE
-Relationship:dun wanna talk about it.. soli....
-Comment: no regret at all, onli one thing...
-New things learnt: must be loyal and serious about relationship


That is my secondary school life in Chs... I am satisfied now... Just, sadly 1 still have 1 month left to do wat i can, is my last hope now... hopefully, my secondary life wil end with a happy ending.. ;)

To ???:

The best thing about tonight's that we're not fighting

Could it be that we have been this way before?

I know you don't think that I am trying

I know you're wearing thin down to the core

But hold your breath

Because tonight will be the nightThat I will fall for you over again

Don't make me change my mind

Or I won't live to see another day

I swear it's true

Because a girl like you is impossible to find

You're impossible to find

This is not what I intended

I always swore to you I'd never fall apart

You always thought that I was stronger

I may have failed, but I have loved you from the start

Oh, but hold your breath

Because tonight will be the night

That I will fall for you over again

Don't make me change my mind

Or I won't live to see another day

I swear it's true

Because a girl like you is impossible to find

It's impossible

So breathe in so deep

Breathe me in, I'm yours to keep

And hold on to your words 'cause talk is cheap

And remember me tonight when you're asleep

Because tonight will be the night

That I will fall for you over again

Don't make me change my mind

Or I won't live to see another dayI swear it's true

Because a girl like you is impossible to find

Tonight will be the night

That I will fall for you over again

Don't make me change my mind

Or I won't live to see another dayI swear it's true

Because a girl like you is impossible to find

You're impossible to find

If u understand, tats good...

I will happy enough... :)

I miss u...
A lot...
Seriously...
:)

LIFE GOES ON...
LIKE A NEVER ENDING ROAD...
IS HOLIDAYS...
AGAIN...

我， 不知道这么办才好。
你，明白的话就好。
没关系，
我等你。 :)

Finally...

Finally...
Trials over!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
But...
The real battle just began!!!!!!!!!!!!
I will play for fews days...
then start hardcoring...
in every aspect...
thats all...

These hard times

Trials coming to an end. I screwed up all my subjects, damn it. Very sad because i not trying hard tis time, too relax i think, maybe because i not havin purata in this exam. I just want to tell myself, after trials, the real test in my life coming. I failed a lot of times in the past because of this same attitude. I should change, if not my life will be very hard in future. So, in my opinion, the real hard times are the days after trials. I can tel you, you can see me online once a week only, hopefully.. I wil try hard to focus and concentrate on both aspects, studies and ??? If you guys want to help me fulfill my dreams, please, scold me or yell at me if i am lazy to study, this will help a lot.. I wil thank you instead of hating you.. Haha.. Hmm.. Hopefully this wil happen after the trials..

My Dreams

Now, i hav onli 3 dreams in my mind. 1st, i hope tat everyone includin someone wil be able to overcome these hard times. It is reali sad for me to see u sufferin like this, very hard to swallow. 2nd, i wana get gud grades in spm. Thx for the concerns when i absent durin trials. I was just too tired and dizzy that day. I wan to say sorry to my parents coz i din study well tis time, i duno y. Lastly, i just wan a happy ending. It doesnt mean tat de ending must make me happy, just tat it wil end soon, tats all. Ppl always say, there is always hope. I tried to believe it, but, i think, de luck wil not be on my side gua. Just hope tat everythin is goin on like i wanted...

Somethin deep inside my heart

OH WELL..
Still got few weeks left to stay in my beloved school,
i was glad tat i made de right choice to come to tis school,
although tat made me feel sad to leave someone without even a bye and ended up nothin..
Forget about the past, coz i am glad to be in tis school..


One more thing tat i realised nowadays...
is tat more and more couple around me!!!!!!!!!!!
I have nothin to say, just bless them...
Dun say i am not congratulating you guys...
anyway jusy gud luck in maintaining ur relationship...
I am not reali dulan,
But i noe...
Wat i'm doin now, is not wrong at all...
miracles do happen sometimes right?
I oso dun think it will happen...
But...
With no desperation...
I wish it could happen...
not with someone else...
just wif onli 1 ppl i know...

comment about trials...

ok.. Now trials.. But, i'm dead. No mood to study,a lot pressure. I dun mind if everyone overtake me tis time, but it make me feel tat i not prepare for spm. I screwed up my add maths, physics and biology...veli sad...my beloved physics.. Aiks.. thx for de people tat console me.. Xp Now, i think tat chua wei seong has de potential to win me tis time. Shue ze, wai kit, and a lot more are very hardworkin. Best luck to them. Hopefully, i can maintain my result, i dun care if ppl win me tis time, i aiming spm actualy... I'm prayin everyday, prayin tat everythin is goin to turn out de way i want it to be...my love ones.. I always pray... Tat my hope and dreams wil become true as soon as possible. :)