Break

Give me a break.

May fall sick for the 2nd time.

More fun awaits me,

same to assignments, tutorials and mid term test.

Less then 1 month man,

i'm toasted?

AM I RIGHT?

I tell myself that I need to succeed everytime, but i fail almost everytime. Just like yesterday and today. I just hate myself now.

I miss the things that i wanted to do, i miss the chance to meet to people i love the most. I just wondered whether i made the right choice or not?

I am freaking myself out now.

Bad timing

Damn lazy to update this blog.
Just dont know what to blog.


Too many events last week until i duno which one to choose. I ffk the sunway gang on friday, i ffk my uni friends on tuesday and thursday. What to do? I aint busy man, but I'm rushing on the assignments and tutorials. 1 assignment and 1 tutorial each week, and for one subject only. Just cant believe u guys so relaxing.

I feel relieved that i am not the only mmu guy that went ac before. I saw steve, Su yi, Thinesh and almost the whole oc members in ac. I dint say hi because i dont think they know me, except for Su yi.

Watching transformers tommorow till midnight. I nearly sick when i stayed in cyberjaya till midnight. Just hope it wont happen again. Tuesday is orientation night, got to attend again, will be tired soon.

For this week, i got to choose again, camp or futsal? Arghhhhhhh. Luckily class gathering is not on this week. 死都去, thats what i will do. Hehe.

s6 ppl, miss u all. Cant wait.
Group 10 ppl and seniors, i feel left out when i dont join u guys during the fun activities lah. Sadee.

THUSDAY ROX

TUESDAY 1 HOUR CLASS. THURSDAY 9AM-1PM,THEN 2PM-5PM.

I'M DEAD

Happy dad's day

Hi my superman.

U are in Laos now.

U went so far just to earn more,

although its so dangerous to go now.

Every golf time u sacrificed for us.

Every love u gave us,

Everything u gave us.

Thank you.

I love you.

:D

I will try

Its only the 1st week of uni life, but I got a little bit stress already.

Normally i will leave home at 7am, reach home at 10pm. My uni friends asked me to yumcha after class, normally 8.30pm, everyday. I feel bad to say no, they were so lonely, so i spent 2 or 3 days with them per week. They introduced seniors to me. I need to know more people at this moment, and I need more bonding with my friends, so I had to do so. My house is like a place for me to sleep for now, spending less time with my parents, I feel so bad.

Everytime i say i am going to stay back till 10pm, they are so reluctant, but they knew it was important for me. So they let me stay there. Its so hard to be on both sides, although its onli 30 mins distance.

I was told to celebrate ting's bday on friday. And my mom planned to continue packing for the new home. We only have sat and sun to do so, and spent more time together. Yesterday morning i told her about the bday. She hesitated, but she still let me go, she rarely gives me freedom when i was in secondary school. But I saw her look, I just cant take it, so I swear I will be home before dinner.

Suddenly I received a sms, "yumcha tonight." Shit. I need to make a hard decision again. I wanted to yumcha with them deadly, but parents was my 1st choice for that time.

I know I am ffker most of the time, but i will try to make it, please understand my situation.

The end

It wasn't supposed to end like this,
But its the result right from the start.
After 7 months,
I went to confirm.
Yeah thats it,
I aint happy or sad,
Let bygones be bygones.
I've grown stronger,
or maybe more mature.
For the last time,
thanks.
We will meet again someday,
because we are friends forever. :)


脚本

你愛得好有趣 就像一個編劇

你的一舉一動都譜寫著未來

世界也太乏味 更需要編的很美

像第一次見面的場景

從來不曾懷疑 牽你渡過了瓶頸

多希望創造一個美好的結局

用最真的感覺 慢慢一頁一頁寫

我只期待你陪我演完

我們的腳本 要寫的好認真

我已經看過太多的悲劇

能給一點點笑 就算是笑中帶淚

我也無所謂 無所謂...

你愛得好有趣 就像一個編劇

你的一顰一言都譜寫著未來

思念也太乏味 更需要編的很美

像第一次分手的場景

我們的腳本 要寫的好認真

我已經看過太多的悲劇

能給一點點笑 就算是笑中帶淚

我也無所謂 無所謂...

我們的腳本 要寫的好認真

我已經看過太多的悲劇

能給一點點笑 就算是笑中帶淚

我也無所謂

看完這個腳本 陷得好深好深

要我如何演好愛你的人

故事裡男主角 劇終時淚中帶笑

而他知道 這最好

好梦

MMU开课的前一晚,

我做了个好梦.

我参加了5s6 gathering，

唯一不同的是，

cheese, sc，

甚至连evelyn都回来了。

每个人都有在，

他也有在。

每个人都玩的很开心，

互相的拥抱，

度过了最好的一刻。

挺想念你们。

PRO

Ijan,

U aint this group.

This proves how pro u are,

being a free loader in every picture,

that u should not be in.

LOL

along the road

I woke up at 7am, but back home at 10pm. Still not used to it though. I cannot find Alamanda in Putrajaya yet, wasted my 1 hour putrajaya trip. LMAO.

Currently trying to adapt this life. :)

Class starts

Class starts tomorrow at 10am, but i need to go there at 8am to go to finance division and ask why the hell they barred my account. GOD DAMN IT. I am the only one that have this problem, and i dont like the server at all, everytime server down, just MMU leh, not DOTA BLUESERVER LEH. LMAO.

Now i lazy to talk about the orientation week already. One word= AWESOME. I should join OC next time.

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I used to hate practising this song for more than 20 times in a few days, but we love this song now. What happened in MPH for the orientaion week, is the most important event that i shall not forget in my life, thanks.

sleep now~~~~~

mmu?

currently tired. Shall tell u guys bout my orientation week next time. See the pictures 1st lah peeps. :)

Orientation week in mmu

Group 10 with our oc Su Yi!!!

Group 10 with our oc Erol.

Posing time

Kai Ling is hot??? LMAO

Sin Yee looks like Mei Wei lah.

I LOVE TIS PIC

freshies couple with ocs? NO WAY.

Draggy, pianist pro

We are 1 NATION!!!!

Best MC ever Steve aka Mutu

Yengest mobile Oc Muhammad Kamarul bin Ehsan aka Erol. he wan me rmb his full name. LMAO

Charming oc Su yi.

MMU GOT TALENT night. We get 1st!!!!

The pathway i chosed. I just hope i'm right. Gud luck my self.

Last day

Tomorrow is my last day of freedom, can say so lah. Back to old days, full with stress and boringness. I'm glad i can finally finally study again, but suddenly felt sad, dont know why.

6 months is damn fast for me. I did nothing, except earning. Then i realized that i've been craping lately when i blogging. I fatter 10kg, if nothings wrong with jess weighing machine, lmao.

2moro will start a new life, meet new people. I cannot hang out late at night like i used to. I cannot when out randomly, i hate it when parents treat me like that. Soon i will quarrel again, i swear, with this kind of situation i cant no longer negotiate, am i still a small kid?

Mix emotions in my mind now. signing off.

GAY

I'm stoning now, in kh home. Random time=10pm. 3 days people, then i'm gonna be dead. 1 week in hostel, boring.

Been going out til very late for this week. Morning packing, noon sleep. Night yamcha. My last week already, relax a bit lah. About my babe, quite sakit already, but its my fault at the 1st place, cant blame anyone. I'm putting it to a good use, dont worry.

1st time shisha yesterday, cant feel the apple taste loh. We sent 6 sms that contain the phrase 'fuck you' to kh. His mom was flaming him while we sent the sms, kesian.

Let me continue gayin and stoning in his house now lah. ciaos~

my sis

Shes my 'sis'.

In 5s6 class shes our DGJ.

Shes got a very nice dulan face.

Sometimes only lah. Heh.

Thx for everything.

Without u, we dont have 5s6.

Without u, i wont be attending Lee Hom's concert.

I'm stil working hard on the song that u want.

Be patience. U wil hear it.

Happy Birthday to Jess!!!!

:)