Play and serious

Uni life is very hectic sometimes, thats why we need to chill. Random request by my kawan that suggested that they want to go sunway pyramid. We clicked just recently, after knowing them for 1 month i think. They are more happening people, can be crazy if they want too. But they are study maniac too. So its balance.

Last friday, after class we went sp. Yeah most of them played bowling for the 1st time, so they kinda love the game. Met cheese there with his friends, unexpectedly. Then we watch 'BLUE'. IT WAS A HINDU MOVIE!!!!! I guess they were too happy at that time until they din't realized the men on poster were exactly indons!!!! But we had the guts to went in and watched with other indians in the cinema, awesome.

I had to leave them early because going to brian house. Its was brian early birthday celebration. BBQ was nice actually, when u bbq it urself. We went Ting's home at 1am. Watched the movie till 5am. Its was a nice chit chat over there too. I had to leave early again, because it was grandpa's 80th birthday.

Yeah my result sucks, 3.4. I need a freaking 3.75 for my CGPA. That means i must get 3.9 or 4 next time!!!!! I want to kill myself. Can i don't fail for this time? Oh god please help me.

Its seems that i fail, but i will try my best this time, no matter what is the final result. GO 3.9!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i hate being emo

Its has been a long time, i forgot how to become sad.

Last time i get emo easily,

I thought it was the best way to make myself feel better,

but its opposite.

Those sad events,

can never be forgotten.

its worse when i think about him.

The promise he said,

he can never fullfill.

Yeah i thinking of him all the while,

i am glad i met him. :)

I can never forget her too.

All these while,

i can only blame myself.

Its a deep cut in me,

but its a deeper one for her i assume.

Anyway, i am doing what i could do now.

Its useless to be emo.

Be strong,

thats what i am going to do.

p/s: this is what the fuck happens after i watched dramas or series that have sad endings. Screw it.

Resume

One week of holidays going to end. This is the 1st time that i don't have any regrets. Finally everything goes as i want to. I feel happy about it though.

Well, while everyone is at their hometown, I just did the same things as others probably. OK LAH MAYBE NOT THE ANIME PART. Erm 200++ episodes in one week? Consider less already i assume, hehe. Sadly lah none of them have happy ending, damn dulan.

Everyone sure wish to find their old friends, me too. But it is not the right time now. SAM people having finals soon, so din't want to disturb them, good luck to you guys. :)

I was told that i fail my grade 8, 5 marks needed to pass. Oh well, can't say that i am unluckily, maybe not giving much effort. Its is true that i always very lazy to practice, even though i like music so much. That kind of personality wont help much when it comes to real test. I get use to it already, so why not giving it a try again?

On tuesday, i went kl with 2 gays. Ended up doing nothing in low yat, although they wanted to fix their phones and laptops. Li Hau is very L.A.M.E. but experienced guy when it comes to travelling around. The sound system is too awesome in Pavillion, and the movie '吓到笑' was quite scary, thanks to the '阿妈'.

Friday, i went mv with fifi, watched 'surrogates', bruce willis still not bad actually. Then we tried to find jj in Kajang. Guess what? 3 hours from mv to kajang. I forgot how to go Kajang, ended up in Dengkil, asking guide from police. Finally found jj, sure miss the old times. The satay in Kajang is still the best, i am loving it.

Thats all. For those loves that i haven meet during this holidays, i am sorry. But we will meet someday k? Yeah i miss u all.

Future of mine surely uncertain, and harsh. Trying harder then ever, to make myself pass through the great walls that i always fail to pass. :D

p/s: no photos posted for a long time, so sorry :)

NO LIFE

Erm my sem break started yesterday. One week sounds bad, but seriously its enough actually. Watching anime everyday and playing shooting games alone, DAMN NO LIFE.

Well well exams over, thats good to hear, although i screwed up my pre-calculus. I had much more confident for physics, because i studied too many times until i don't have time to do exercise for pre-calculus. I wish i can have Mr Lean teaching me again, LOL.

2nd sem coming up, university is surely different from high school. Now more lectures and tutorials, so the timetable is worse then i thought. I cant change those lessons into one day, not like FCM people. Time table sure clash if i do so.

Those lecturers also change, all of them. Therefore i have to say 'thanks' to Mr. Aizuddin, he tried his best to teach us, but all the while i study on my own only i can understand, wtf. Thanks to madam juliza, i miss many lectures due to stupid events, and i always sleep in class, but i know she can teach. :) TQ Madam Vemala, i can be more humanoid, human development is 'fun', and i prefer her charming instead of dulan face, haha. Thanks to miss siti, for giving me another chance, so that my 15 marks won't fly away. Nothing to thank miss sherry, she din't teach us anything in the physics lab at all.

6 days left, everyone just started their sem, so i am alone people, everybody from mmu went home. Jess and others are busy preparing their finals. Yeah i miss u all. Studying separately surely make us hard to communicate these days, but its ok for me. I still love u all. Oh evelyn where are u?????

Any plans to go out, or chill, call me. I'M FREE. XD