NEW

I'm gonna say goodbye soon,
new life awaits me.
NOW ONLY START LEH.
AND ITS STILL SOON.
Damn sad aint?

Tommorow is Labour Day. But is sad that i need to work again. Waiting for our next chatting session, although one kaki gone. I had a lot of cheese lately. Baked cheese rice, cheesy bread, etc... I think of you loh, somehow. BUT I'M NOT GAY LAH PLS.

Emo, Is that a description for a single? In some case, yes lah. But still need to face it, i know is hurts a lot, but not everyone can understand. Yeah i mean it.






I'm forced to give up.
I hate you, nearly.
With tears crawling in my soul.
You happy now?
Guess you dont know at all.

Alexander

I got the feel already.
The shops keep playing his songs recently.
Just cant wait.

XD

BOOM

RAWR!

Me boring like hell man. Hehe

Thx to ALYA. :D

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What the hell?

3-9 August...

5-11 October...

NO for NOVEMBER and DECEMBER?

My life is ruined.

BIg day

Happy belated bday kit kit!!!

I miss ur turle or tortoise so much lah. LOL

Happy belated bday Roger!!!
We orang dari Johor...
Next time bring me go back to kopitiam at train station ok? :)

Fun?

Normally i drive myself to pyramid with my dad beside. Today i'm driving alone. Thats not the problem, i'm driving my dad's car!!! Mercedez Benz + driving alone = scary.

Everything was smooth on the road, but not the parking part. I damn happy already when i found a car park. I quickly cut in and parked. I accidently hit the van, or precisely scratched the van, and it was shaking like a jelly. I try to parked nicely then, but ended up i kiss the front proton car plate a few times gently, and i canot reversed out. The tiang is blocking my side mirror!!!

Oh shit, i tried to adjust, but i cant, and every car passed by thought i was coming out. I stopped the car, looked at the van, the paint got off, my bumper still ok, just 擦那辆车的屁股而过. Hopefully the van driver wont get mad at me lah. Thx to Alya's bf that helped me to adjust it.

Now i'm parking-phobia. Dont blame me if i take 10 mins to finish a normal parking. heh.
Alif will be my 1st passenger LOL.

Now i'm speechless. what you expect me to do?

Far away

We are seperating...
when can we gather?

All hail the cheese

cheese wif cheesy smile. :D

He is Lee Shue Ze aka cheese, Susie and Tom. He betrayed me, he ffk Tarc and went to Nan Yang Polytechnic. ITS TOO SOON, WAY TOO FAST. Who will know that u will be the next guy leaving to overseas? Luckily i dint thought of going Tarc, heh.

"8 years only ma", damn easy to say loh. U will be in Malaysia for only 3-4 months every year lol. 1st time we met was form 1? During our own camping. After that we dint even talk to each other, just know his existence. After form 4, same class, but sit too far lah, so makes no difference. Form 5, my 12 o'clock classmate. U are one of people that i thought i never be so close with, at least better then a HI AND BYE friend.

Rarely can find a guy that likes the damn old songs. *HI5*. Cheese wont make him fat, although he loves them, i'm jealous, because i eat cheese too but i'm fat, lol. We two will be future engineers aint we? But now u already pawned me KAO KAO lah, Nan Yang Polytechnic leh.

Next time if i go Johor Bahru, will u find me? My passport black-listed already, and my dad hates singapore, sad me. Oh yah, YOUR SLAM DUNK LEH? Never mind, u shall help me buy cheap cheap DvD from there loh, hehe.

When u go there, meet any professer, just ask: "Are you a friend of my friend's dad, called Chong Yap Hing?" Make them stunned man, haha. Life is gonna be tough soon, but u sure can lah, 8 years onli ma, aint correct? Hehe.

Next time we meet = this thursday or Labour Day? Singapore same date meh? I will be looking forward to that. :)

Spread ur cheesy smile in Singapore, and everyone shall love cheese = u. Good luck and all the best buddy.



Lots of love,
from alex the lion.




Sad, another rocker gone, whos next? After May, everyone will be living their own life, but i swear i will never forget you guys. :)

18th April 2009

Let the pictures do the talking

Damn it, i'm fat already... xp

Thx MOO aka sheah yee.. :D

Thanks for your concern wai kit, you were calling me 4 times at 8am, you thought i will be going to Majlis Anugerah Cemerlang heh? Haha. A lot of people asked me that question. If you guys still dont know, I get 6 A1, 1 A2 and 5 B3. So is it still possible for me to attend? LOL.

Thanks for the open house Sheah Yee, and Ks i know you damn happy that night. Thanks jess again for the tickets, is best if you help me keep it first, i dont want it to be ended up like my IC, heh.

From today onwards, i shall start to lose weight. Its so obvious i'm fat because I GOYANG KAKI in the shop everytime, not like last time workin like hell in waffle world. Gambateh to me la. :)


1st May fast fast come, i cant wait. hehe.

Stop it

I tried,
but it hurts.
Stop it,
You will nvr understand.

Thats it

我完全没有任何理由理你.
I tell myself.

Ridiculous

The manga is getting boring and boring. Ichigo just won easily after battling in hollow form, although he supposed to be dead like more then 3 times, with a hole near the chest. Then now another lame story. Espada 10 become Espada 0. People thought hes the weakest and now hes the strongest, LAME. The actual ranking is from 0-9, but not 1-10, damn swt right?


I shall talk about Myanmar people's new year on the next post.


I know u guys are having exams next week, cant blame u guys if u people cannot come. This is so not the right time to have party, just call it as open house is a lot better. But i still hope u guys can try ur best to come, because i miss u guys so much. :)


Somehow i feel that this class party 5 is going to be a failure, dont know why.

Enjoy

No offence, but i am having a good life, hehe.

Tis morning, i went basketball, yee sook i totally miss you man, imagine small kids also look down on us, haha. We dont have a complete team after u left, Mr. Lean is always busy lately. Even if we made one, always kena DABAO by pros, only managed to get a few points, sad right? If u still here, we still can play more games, like football, bowling and more, wont lose badly too, hehe. Ur batteries still with me though, 8 of them? Pray for me that i will turn pro SOON ok? haha.

As usual i went to work. 1st time in my life that i dont have DC PROBLEMS while workin. Advantages=online freely, wohoooo!!!!!

One white people was very kind to use her money and bought things from us, RM397.80 in one single receipt!!! OMG. But i cant get comissions, i was havin my break la. :(

Well, Going to a party later. I was invited by Myanmar friends from Waffle World to join their NEW YEAR PARTY. Damn new year feel for them, lol. The funny thing is they bersunat today, I was like WTH?

Waiting the time flies, let me close the shop and head to the party, ciaos.

Return

If i can,
I want to turn back time.



Will it change?

Lucky?

Yesterday, my mom called me to bring my IC out, i checked my wallet, it was not there, I LOL-ed. I dont know how and when i lost it, if my mom dint ask me to do so, i wont know that i already lost it, how lucky i am? I need to waste my time and money to remake again, sad.

Today, i was late to work. I forgot to bring the keys for the shop, OMG. Luckily aunty was kind enough to lend her keys, hopefully sp people wont know that i dint managed to open the shop on time.

Worst thing is, today sales was not good. I felt so bored, i miss psp now.

About 9pm, Shi Ming came, we started blog hoppin, i miss my 4G classmates la, my bonding with them was better compare to 6I, but i think most of them forgot me already, sad. You guys sure changed a lot, i admit.

Now i know that the blue watch i gave spoiled, its ok, at least it was 1 years old, haha.

I have no money recently, so i do have reasons to be mad at waffle world. My deposit, OT and public holidays money haven give me. Damn it man, that was my february money, cant u people give me rm200++? Is it so hard? Thats why most of us quit the job, leaving Alif behind. Even Bob and Nizam left, if u are not the bos, we sure will be working there forever. Thank you for breaking us up.



Cant wait for the party to come, hehe.
Need a ride?
Sorry no car, LOL

SAD

my IC lost, not malaysian anymore,
I AM PENDATANG ASING!!!!
CATCH ME LA..
XD


Im in a bad situation, arghhh...
I enjoy being single somehow, thank you. :)

Damn it

Why is it so hard to get what i want?
Special fuck you to you useless people,
dont make me curse man,
i hate to do so,
why we cant do it the easy way?

Dont think im a fool,
im not.

We will be there

If u need a hug,
we will be offering the warmness.

thats what friends for right?
:)














Im glad u are fine.

Apologize

Im sorry.
if u are mad,
blame me.
I'll shut up.

Because i care,
wishing u ok.
:)

100th post

Thanks for those that willing to read this blog, i will try to improve it. Life is long.
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现实是残酷的，

虽然很难，

也很心痛，

但也要面对。

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没错，

他很傻。

但他应该很后悔，

也很伤心。

他也不想看到你们这样，

你们只要记住他，

他就安心了。

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放声大哭吧，

别放在心里。

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我虽然无能为力，

但我们会在背后支持你。

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振作吧！！！

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I dont know who are you, but i know u are caring and nice guy.

100th post

I nearly dont have life recently, luckily aki called me up on wednesday, so i called wei jie too.

This is awesome!!!

After that, we went station 1 chilled, then we played this...

Whats this call? hehe

ME!!!

AKI!!!

WEI JIE NOOB, MAKE IT FELL DOWN!!! XD

I want this, im counting on u hun.. :)

这么办

我决定了，
两个人不等于我们，
男子和喜欢的女子只有爱情没有友情，
暂时也做不了朋友，
让我一个人吧，
对你和我都好。







以后，
还能成为朋友吗？







希望可以回到过去，
再见。

5th April 2009

Today is 清明节. My dad did asked me to go back hometown, but i was reluctant to go, the one that i was going to pray was my GRANDFATHER'S MOTHER. Is it called as grand grandmother, or late grandmother? ARGHH my english sucks.

I wiling to go back penang and pray for my gandmother, but my dad not free to fetch us there, so sad. Its was 10 years ago since i last went and pray for my grandmother. Before i was born she already passed away, but i can say shes the most beautiful woman on earth, its the truth. xp

Today we went to visit my old friend, ys. He wont be happy if we dont visit him i think, haha. Sadly his close friends dint even go visit him, except Aki. Luckily everyone of us able to get over it, we pray for him. I didn't say much in my heart, i wished i can say it out loud and clear to him. Now i lack of kaki for football and basketball. Even if i found a team, we lost nearly every match, you can imagine he means a lot to us. If hes a basketball player, he will always score points for us, because we noob ma, haha. If hes a goalkeeper, he wont let enemy score goals. Hes like an eagle, we used to took 30 mins only we managed to score 1 penalty shootout, you can imagine his gengness. Anyway thx for the fruits aunty, although i left them in jess car, noooooooooo.

Then we try to watch a movie, but phailed. My last movie was WILDCHILD, class trip? lol. Next time i shall booked the tickets earlier, aiks.

Today F1 was very dissapointing. Ferrari was not good and usual. Lewis Hamilton, Kimi R and Massa were getting noob day by day. Button won again, rain and thunder do helped him a lot, thx to Zeus? haha.



I wish i can do something, to let the wings fly higher.

Its not easy

Imagine you are born from poor family. You are forced to work and study at the same time. You can only go to work by bus mini, metro bus but not rapid kl bus, although it is only rm1 difference. You can only have nasi lemak that is worth rm1.50 from Jusco and not having luxurious meal in high class restaurant.

Imagine you need to be blamed by a high demand boss that gives ridiculous crap. You need to work more than others but still get the same amount of money. You need to work full time instead of part time. You cannot go back and visit your family for at least 5 months. You need to live without tv, mp3 players and more. You need to wear the same old torn shirts to work everyday.

Thats the life of the poor people in society nowadays, that was what i felt after working for 3 months, pity them.

So if you are having a good life, cherish it, not nagging about it.
If you desperately want more, think twice.

I will be cherishing my hair from today onwards. Heh

Walk away

He was once desperate
He hoped that he wont be an apparition infront of her
He was doing something to fix that
He hoped he wont be her valise instead of big luggage
He hate the ridiculous fact
He still wondering what he did was right or wrong
He nearly destroy himself
Maybe she expected more, not the trifle he gave her
He tried to be there everytime
He failed to be there when she was depressed
He had a good rapport with her
But thats not what he wants

Now he realised
He need to let them be
They are better in that way
He cant blame her
He was the one that started this
He need to do something right
He need to do the hardest thing he ever made
He need to polish away the mistakes that he had done
Thats his decision right now

He has to walk away disconsolate
Although he is unwillingly to do so
Theres no way turning back
He has only one road to go
And he is going that road now
Before that
He says: Thanks again

Tongue tied

Let it be,
Thats what i can say.

New month,
same me.





My april is going to be damn boring.
Heh.