Regret or Satisfy

Manage to spend some time to update, well at least i made my promise to update this blog each month. I may not mention any updates about this blog on facebook or twitter, unless i feel like doing it. Some people might think that i am a bit too old to blog, but screw it, my main reason to blog is to make it like a diary, for myself. I am a guy that don't remember things well.

Don't feel offended, at least i make this blog public, so feel free to read from time to time. =)

Many things happened, some burden, or perhaps guilt has gotten down from my shoulder. I felt relieved, grateful and guilty of all what happened. In life you just have to make choices, i made a bad one.

Now life has gotten back to what it should be, i learned, i reflected, that is the least i could do.

Many things i regretted in the past, so from now on i will try to lessen them.
Many things are more clear to me on what i should do, what i should not.

For the next 3 months, i would expect some changes, for myself.
If i would succeed, maybe i should throw a party.
No, i will succeed.

Now just need to get everything organized and i will be fine.
After meeting JJ and Ean from Hitz.fm, i understand the meaning of permanent.

To seek a permanent and pleasant life, requires passion, patience and determination.
Well not actually perfect life, but life with satisfaction.
And that is what i desire now. 

真的？

射手不記仇。但隨意的一句貼心問候，射手必定記在心中。


他們待人友善，真心對待朋友。


但如果被朋友出賣，射手就會當作教訓不去計較，遠離這種朋友。心裡傷心，但也要表現得


堅強。


他們喜歡和好朋友一起說說八卦聊心事。


射手不喜歡把自己藏得很深，喜歡跟別人分享好的事情。

射手對人真誠，但內心總有不安。


在生人面前很拘謹，混熟後像哥兒們一樣可以交心很豪爽不做作。射手寧願當眾人眼中嘻嘻


哈哈的開心果，也不願讓你看到他的淚。但這不代表他不會難過。若你看到了他的淚證明你


跟他很鐵；若因你讓他流淚那你很可能就會失去他。
射手如果很愛你，絕對不允許自己在和你戀愛的時間裡跟其他人有曖昧言語。射手覺得愛一


個人就要全心全意，要絕對忠誠。


他真的很專一，如果他不愛你了，他會直接給你說拜拜或找理由離開。因為他不想拖泥帶


水，他會用快刀斬亂麻的方式結束這段戀情放棄愛你。


射手的性格用一個字來概括，就是快大膽冒險，毫不怠慢的做任何事情。追求速度是他的愛


好，自由奔放也是他追求的人生。


對他來說人就應該直接朝目標前進，一路風光就算再美好也只會是匆匆一瞥，就如同一些不


重要的人一樣，只是過客並不值得留戀。


射手座很簡單，不喜歡跟別人去爭些什麼，吵些什麼。除非觸及底線。射手座看似堅強，其


實在平靜的外表下內心很容易受傷。


射手座會偽裝，即使遍體鱗傷還是固執的假裝一副無所謂的樣子。臉上依然掛著天真無畏的


笑容，射手不會耍心機，講義氣，夠朋友對待感情認真專一。
射手最讓人愛的地方和最讓人擔心的地方就是天真。


雖然具有哲思可太過善良和輕易相信別人的性格很容易被人宰割。 他認為世界就是自己看到


的那樣。


黑就是黑，白就是白。想法太直接。


射手是傻人有傻福，無知者無畏大步的前行，福很容易到禍也很容易到。射手需要有人在身


邊。
射手談戀愛容易胡思亂想，不能忍受被忽略，一點點也不能。


另一半不理他，就會自己胡思亂想一堆，鑽進死胡同後出不來。


然後另一半一個電話又瓦解了所有了胡思亂想。


想要控制，卻又下不了決心。射手表面堅強內心軟弱，想要佔有卻又怕太過火，不停地自信


與自卑交雜。

Deejays, The Evolution

It has been a while, and i am lucky enough to spare some time for this blog.

Currently preparing for mid term tests, was busy for the past few weeks as well.

Most of my time was used for the events for deejay club. 

First, we had our MMU Registration Week.

This year it might be a shock for most of the clubs, because this year crowd was so much lesser compared to last year. I was informed that this year MMU Cyberjaya only have 600 new students from june intake. Last year we had more than 1200 new students came to MMU Cyberjaya. 

It was so depressing for the clubs because we had less chances to recruit more members. I really hope that MMU Cyberjaya will recruit more students next year, instead of making decisions that disappoints us all the time. 

Nevertheless we tried our best this time and managed to get a lot of new members, luck was with us.

Our Booth 

Our effort this time was to do a flash mob. I was quite embarrassed about it, but since everyone was doing it together, lets be crazy just for once!!! Hehe. We went from MPH until the hostel areas and came back, accompanied by our power rangers.

 Our train formation

 Making our Dj Club cheer!!!

Next up we had our AGM as well.  Lik Pin is the current president for the year 2012/2013, and i remain as event manager for one more year.

 English Slot Meeting

Then we have our crash course session, frequent changes for the venue of crash course made me quite pissed off but in the end everything turned out quite well. 

 Seniors & Juniors WIGGLE

 Group Photo for Crash Course

Lastly we had our ice breaking trip at Gold Coast Morib. We are so sick of Port Dickson so we tried our best to make this Morib trip a success.

It was my first time helping out in creating game sessions and becoming emcees with Lik Pin. The game that i designed was called Running Deejays, a replica of running man. The effects might not be as good as original but i hoped the members enjoyed them. 

Emcee wise, i am seriously not fit to be one. I have been trying to avoid this task because it was hard for me.  Being an emcee means u must be crazy, spontaneous, and able to control the crowd. I can be considered a serious type of person, but i tried hard to deal it with Lik Pin. 

Really hope that everyone enjoyed the trip though. =S

Emcees

Deejays from Morib Trip

Our last group photo from Morib

Yup thats all for now, despite imperfection, we managed to have these events to be carried out successfully. I have to thank everyone that helped out and joined these events. This is the spirit of deejay club that i always love. 

More events to be organized by us, and i will be looking forward to it, hopefully is the same for everyone.

Well, till next time, good luck on whatever you are doing, and wait for my next post. =)

转折点

假期快结束了，
感觉上又老了一年。
人越长大，就有更多事情要考虑。


我已经不能像从前，
无忧无虑过日子。
人人常说，
当你从中学毕业后，
你会开始怀念过去的一切。
我已经感受到了。


人总是有上上下下，
我也经历过。
说实在，
上一年，
我面对了许多新的挑战。


连续两年都是驾车上学，
放学立刻回家的人，
突然间就在上一年要住在学院的附近。
虽然每个礼拜都回家，
但我花了很久的时间才习惯住在外面的生活，
毕竟是第一次离开家嘛。

以前不喜欢参加任何学会的我，
现在却热爱参与学会的活动。
从前常运动的我，
现在却懒到变成了一个肥佬。


上一年，
挺沮丧的。
成绩没达到理想，
便的容易急躁，
自以为自己应付得来，
对自己的好朋友们喊骂等等，
过的生活一点都不愉快。
现实的确是很残酷。


一年过了，
深思了很久。
我很感谢在我身边支持我的家人和朋友们，
让我领悟到，
朋友的定义是什么，
金钱的用意是什么，
怎样把生活变得更有意义。



我想，
真相是必然的，
做对的事情，
做好人。

My dear friend

That's right folks i just finished my papers 2 days ago and i am having a 2 weeks break!!!

Right after the test i came across a video, shed some tears and i think of him instantly.

Not trying to let myself emo, but just let me talk about this awesome friend of mine.

His name is Teoh Yee Sook, same age as me.

The first time i met him was during primary school, but that time we were not in the same class. Until form 1 we were in the same school again. We were having afternoon classes during form 1 & 2. We both sat different teachers' cars back home, but we were forced to wait in the school for at least 10 minutes when the class ended. The teachers were busy so they cant leave early. We talked to make use of the time, that's how we know each other. 

After knowing each other we knew that we lived in the same housing area, so i decided to invite him and others to join me for football at the field near my house. While playing i was surprised, because he was such a good goalkeeper, hardly had the chance to score goals when he was there. So ever since he had been a constant football kaki. 

Then he learned dancing, performed several times in CHS and other schools. The first time i saw him dancing, i was amazed because he danced so well, and i admired him so much. You all can check out one of his videos down here. 

Fate brought us together because we were in the same class for form 4 & 5. He was our assistant class representative during form 5, never get mad at us although we were late to go labs for at least 30 minutes. 

He was a creative guy, his drawing skill was good, and he was the one that drew the logo for our class. Oh yes our class got our own class magazine which pawned other classes haha. 

Everything went well until when he got leukemia. We both attended our discipline teacher's tuition, not forget to mention that yee sook was good at maths too. He did not attend the tuition and our football sessions for some time. My discipline teacher suddenly brought us to hospital and met him one day. It was a shocking truth for everyone.

Then our class started making videos to cheer him up, making paper crafts to hang them in his room. I visited him a few times with others, and he was gradually becoming thinner due to the chemotherapies he was having, its heartbreaking to see him like that. He promised us that we will play football together again, etc. A few of his wishes were to attend graduation day and prom night. 

Time flew, and he did attend the graduation day and prom night. 

And the the first day of chinese new year in year 2009, he passed away. Everyone was so down during that period. I may be not his best friend, but he was an important person in my life.

Missing you much teoh yee sook, be well and please watch over us.

Alright guys not trying to be emotional, I just want to write down what i feel about him.

We all do miss him, and he will always be in our heart.

All these feelings came back when i watched the videos Love Life by those taiwan celebrities. That video is 1 hour long, with english subtitles as well. So please don't hesitate to watch this, it is worth watching. 

Love,

Speaks a thousand words.

Do cherish the people you love,

Love life. =)

DJAN 2012

Final exams are around the corner, 3 days left perhaps.
But before that, lets talk about DJAN.

Well, this is my second time attending this event, as a normal member.
I used to be in the committee for the previous year,
so this is my first time to enjoy the dinner peacefully. *cheers*

In addition, I did participated in a performance, our band was called "The Band".

Ignoring my piano skills, I tried my best to perform, 

My last time performing in public is when i was in primary school,

Other than that I just attended the piano exams till grade 8, LOL. 

We did fine I suppose, except that we screwed up encore part, sorry for that,

with our level, I am proud of us, because we are not professional bands.

All we have is passion for music. =D

The environment was good, food was awesome, everything was better than i expected.

I enjoyed it very much.

Have to thank the committee this year,

With that amount of people, you guys manage to pull it off and make this event a success.

I am guilty for not providing any assistance to you all, but i believe that you can handle them splendidly.

First time seeing the committee being so stress and serious, unlike our year haha.

It just reminds me of what happened during the previous DJAN, nostalgic indeed.

Dear old high committee 2011/2012,

Will be missing those days where we worked together,

We did win an award in the end,

So i believe we are a great team.

New high committee 2012/2013,

Staying back as event manager,

More new events coming up,

and i am excited about it,

hopefully we can win more awards this year.

 Deejay Club 2011/2012

When I am looking at this picture,

no comments but I am gradually getting into fatty category,

oh gosh I need to lose some weight.

No offence for the guys above haha. 

I need to achieve many things to get back to my fitness,

currently obesity has caused me to have disadvantages at sports.

My high school picture with my buddy,
Sexy ain't I? Hehe.
Too bad but I need these pictures to motivate myself.
It is not too bad to look at these old pictures.
Graduated from high school for 3 years,
Nevertheless I still miss those days.



That's all for now,
Dear comrades,
Good luck for final exams!!!!!  =)

Carry on

Yeah i know it has been a while, but it does not mean that i have no life haha.

算了，今天用华语。

我在这里消失这段期间，做的东西也不多。

I think i should stick to english this time, lazy to type in mandarin. hehe

So far one of the things i did was attending Inti Squash Open 2012. 6 Sakais that rarely train joined the competition and lost with glory and pride. LOL

I lost 2 rounds straight, no excuses but everyone that entered the tournament train themselves until perfect shape to play with nice shots. I envy them actually haha.

It really reminds me when i got so into sports during high school and i trained so hard to earn when i got that moment, its really satisfying. Now all i got is big tummy LOL.

Organizing Committee

Overall view of squash courts in Inti

Of course never to forget that we celebrate our coursemates birthday, Mel, Hock and Tim!

Every time we always have this kind of outings, because some of our friends already change their course, so this will be the best time to meet up with everyone and have fun!

This kind of outing always have around 20 people to gather together, and I really enjoy these moments.

My fellow friends

Carry on walking,

Even if it hurts.

Life will be good soon. =)

This and That is life

Sem 3 officially starts.

Results are ok, although it is not the best.

I will make no excuses for not getting good results.

I am not trying hard enough, although i may look like i have.

So the past few weeks, i thought about many things.

Remembering the times when i joined high committee for deejay & squash club,

Making events and activities,

1st time having juniors in university, that never happen in high school,

Knowing it now, time sure flies hell too fast, making me feel so old.

As it is coming to an end, many emotions piled up eventually,

possibly leaving the high committees,

i would like to apologize for not giving my best during this period.

I guess i can't handle to many stuffs at one time,

and i am sorry if i ignored my duty.

I do love the moments when i helped to organize crash course, agm, ice breaking trip, rmmu night and attend other activities with deejay club.

Knowing new people, having fun even with other slots, i love that feeling.

I realized we high committees are quite close to each other,

especially what happened during last meeting, YEAH~~~~

I was being cornered, thank you Lai Bros & Clemond Wong YEAH~~~

But quote that i am still happy with my current status, not in a mood to change yet,

so i pray nothing awkward will happen again. LOL

Never forget to mention about squash, which i enjoyed coaching students.

Having competitions were fun, i really never thought that people do get interested in squash, and i appreciate it.

The committee trip was good, and i hope for a better future in this club.

I am glad that i was involved in these events, never regret.

Of course there are always downs in life, out of the mistakes i made, one indeed significantly change my life.

From there i realized, i have more important things, people that i should be with, the cruelty that i encountered.

But i have to thank them, because of this mistake, i know what i am after.

If you are interfering with my life again, i will not hesitate anymore.

For this i can assure you, not because i hate you, but it does not suit my style. =)

This might look emo, but i am fine.

Just an advice,

what ever you do,

don't regret and make yourself happy always.

There are always people that will truly support you,

Therefore make sure you live your life to the fullest! =)

王力宏

好久没用汉语拼音。好怀念啊。

还记得小时候，家人带我到店里。

当时 CD 才出现不久，所以 cassette 还挺流行的。

非常偶然的，我买的第一个专辑就是王力宏的。

我记得店员说他很出名才买下来。

回到家，听听一下，他的歌真的好听。

日子久了，就开始查一下他的背景。

无可否认，他是音乐才子。

什么乐器都会，又会编曲。

是他给我力量让我继续弹钢琴。

因此，他变成我的偶像。

现在钢琴也勉强学了，吉他也在学着。

有一部分功劳都是属于他的，我觉得。

签唱会没去过，演唱会倒是去了第二次。

身边是他粉丝的朋友大部分是女的。

男的在哪里？哈哈

这一次的演唱会我满喜欢。

第一次在雨中听他的歌，

第一次站了三个小时听他的歌，下次请劝我买贵一点的票。

跟上次不同，这次有 a cappella，超欣赏的。

非常多歌参在一起，但又好听。

他就是非常有创意的人，每次都让人超乎意料之外。

这次也加了 animation，好可爱又有趣，让我百看不厌。

当然也有不少情歌，但他忘了‘依然爱你’，好可惜。

他也弹了各种乐器，炫耀一下。

最疯狂就是当他绕了stadium 一圈，边唱着歌。

那也是我第一次近距离看到他。

力宏可说是女生们的理想男人，

然而他是我最敬佩的人之一。

不好意思的说，

我 alex 这 nickname 也是来自于他的英文名而取的。

因为我的英文和华语名字不容易称呼。hehe

这就是我的偶像，王力宏！

Kuantan & Lang Tengah

As promised, i am going to talk about Kuantan & Lang Tengah. It was a trip with the mmu squash club high committee.

Kuantan is about 300km from kl. Truthfully i regretted driving there. It was tiring. Next time please remind me to go by plane.

Talking about Kuantan we first reached the town. It is becoming a big city sooner than i expected. Aside from beaches we can relate it to foods. I never thought this trip will become a food trip as well, lol.

Basically Kuantan is famous with curry mee, satay, seafood, curry puff, and many more. Will not elaborate much because it makes me feel hungry.

Kuantan have many beaches, one of them is called telok cempedak. Yeah i would say it is a beautiful beach. Some of them were surprised when they first saw Mc-donalds by the beach. Western food is also popular which is located beside the beach, too bad we don't have the chance to eat it.

7 of us conquered Kuantan beaches

The next day we went to Bukit Panorama, where they say it is one of the best places to see sunrise. Too bad the clouds were too much, but still it was a nice scenery. They said that is not that challenging compared to Broga Hills, but it was still tiring.

On the 3rd day we went to Lang Tengah. The gps malfunction a bit so we were late to reach the jetty. Rumour says that Lang Tengah is a good vacation spot. Oh yes indeed, just that most of the corals there are dead.

Most of girls were addicted to an india worker name John. He is very muscular, i mean naturally without going to any gym, friendly guy and brought us to many good spots. We guys jealous much of his body, no offence.

One thing i like about Lang Tengah is that the night view is just so nice, u can never see stars shining and covering the whole sky in kl. Some of my friends claimed to have seen shooting stars too. Lying on the huge rocks, watching the stars and feel the wind blow was just awesome, total chilling spot.

There are many creatures on the island, crabs, sea cucumbers, fishes, etc. We had 2 snorkeling trips. John was saying that because of low season, less fishes come by the island, and if your are lucky u get to see turtles and baby sharks. One of the best snorkeling places was blue coral, where u can see blue corals. It was beautiful.

In the end it was an enjoying trip. I broke my own record as i drove from the jetty back to kl, which is around 500km, happy and proud haha. Sorry for not taking more photos, i guess i am still not a qualified photographer yet, but i will try my best.

I am going to talk about my awesome idol wang lee hom for my next post. Stay tune. =)

Resurrection

Hello 2012, i am back to blogging!

After 2 years, i realized that i have to keep blogging to refresh my memories a bit.

Seriously getting old day by day haha.

So please just treat this as a diary and listen to me crap about my life. Thanks. =)

Well new layout, and other major changes over the past 2 years:

1. Fatter, always an issue till now.
2. New hair colour, just dye it recently actually.
3. More mature? I'm 21 soon gosh.

More things have changed around me, hopefully not my personality.

I hope that i will keep u guys update more often, given that i already come back here.

But now i am having my semester break, so let me rest for a while.

Next time i will talk about my trip at kuantan and Lang Tengah.

Thanks for reading and do keep track of my life. =)